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Wednesday, August 6, 2008
Friday, August 1, 2008
Marijuana, and you:
(pt. 2 of ?)
if it makes you behave differently than before.....
.....then that thing you're swallowing; snorting; inserting up your Arse..
..it's {{ Dope }}.
:-).
and, given our stellar history just with Marijuana..
..even if its sale & purchase is legalized, then there would still have to be laws governing its usage ... and selling..
(..this, not to even mention the substantive-shift in dynamics when all the people who had been making their money Dope Slingin' on da corners won't have that to fall back on, any longer: i mean..
..there would have to be some impact, once── ..... hm.
heh heh.
niggers just can't do right, no matter what you do for them, now can they?
because, {actually, within time}, if It ain't executed properly, then the legalization of Marijuana would probably lead to an increase of those very crimes that the Measure was crafted to, partially, curtail — and i am thinking primarily of Breaking & Entering, Burglary, Robbery, Grand Theft[, Rape], Murder:
i reck'n it'd be de passé to continue distributing on The Streets; i wouldn't want the remaining-Undisturbed Patches of Land getting razed just to make way for Pot Shops — so, logically, the primary outlets for that should be those Bong Shops and those [Drug] Stores(♫); i suppose that, alternatively──...
...heh heh.
nope.
even that would pose A Problem, huh
because there are a few "Upstanding [Users]"..
..but there are probably many more "Suck-Ass [Users]"; i cannot imagine the Average Joe wanting to see lines of them, waiting to make their little purchases from a Domecile-based Merchandiser, forming in his neighbourhood — it might have been possible to endure or overlook, between 1922 and 1943, and 1771 - 1809, but we human beings seem to have been dispossessed of the rather vital ability of "just doing what we have to do and moving the fuck on".
even if it is finally deemed Kosher, those of us who don't use The Drugs [in any form] and cannot relate to those who do won't want that exposure; so, immediately, most of the Drug Havens would be put in the "poor-sections".
:-).
{i, personally, cannot envision me going to the grocery store to get some ready-made Iced Tea and some Doughnuts ⌠on the quick⌡, and having to deal with a bunch of raucous College Kids, or Gangster [Niggers], or [Pathetic, Downbeaten "Professionals"], either — this is definitely one of those `rotten apple/spoiled bunch´-type dealios; period, no respectable establishment is going to want to be associated with [Crack↕Cocaine]/[Heroine] — how can it?
if, for whatever unearthly reason, Uncle Sam okays that, most businesses with some sort of Sense still wouldn't want "those sorts of clients" frequenting it: shopliftin' Shit on their way up to and away from The Window and shit.}
it's all about Logistics, and Reality.
...
heh.
i cannot believe how way-in over my head i am, with this subject — i was gonna say that the Street Sellin' would probably have to continue; but how to continuously verify that those vendors are only selling grass, and not the other substances that are still banned?
so, by default, it would have to go back to the preëxisting Bong Shops, and Drug Stores; open up some outlets in Malls..
..and set-up some government-subsidized Pot Houses in communities that express an interest for them; or, otherwise, issue permits for people who were interested in growing their own shit — because, of course, Marijuana {and its Paraphernælia} has to be taxed; just within the first year alone, i can see the government raking in at least 73-million in revenue from off of that; the punishment doled out for trying to skip out on paying up would have to be somewhat stiffer than usual: aren't They doing you a favour just by letting you finally deal in that shit without getting you all bunched up in ´cuffs?
for if you grow your own Pot, then there is the ever-extant possibility you, too, will be a seller.)
you silly bastards: you who think it could ever be as simple as the DEA just giving "the green light" and then letting y'all be.
l.o.l.
hell no.(♫)
one way or another, this will have to be regulated — there is no getting around that; sorry.
?
because once you legalize possession of M. J., then it would make no more sense to continue criminalizing its sale — and the ramifications will be extensive, no matter how This is approached.
======
it might be "your life", but i don't need one more of your "Personal Decisions" fuckin' up my life and furtherly limiting the decisions i get to make.
(♫) (can you imagine actually getting your reefer from Wal-Mart?
what High Quality Shit that would have to be...)
(♫) (4.71-hit ghetto/italian-style Spaghetti & Meatballs-rhyming combo: +2,088 Kudos bonus points; +7 Style Points)
if it makes you behave differently than before.....
.....then that thing you're swallowing; snorting; inserting up your Arse..
..it's {{ Dope }}.
:-).
and, given our stellar history just with Marijuana..
..even if its sale & purchase is legalized, then there would still have to be laws governing its usage ... and selling..
(..this, not to even mention the substantive-shift in dynamics when all the people who had been making their money Dope Slingin' on da corners won't have that to fall back on, any longer: i mean..
..there would have to be some impact, once── ..... hm.
heh heh.
niggers just can't do right, no matter what you do for them, now can they?
because, {actually, within time}, if It ain't executed properly, then the legalization of Marijuana would probably lead to an increase of those very crimes that the Measure was crafted to, partially, curtail — and i am thinking primarily of Breaking & Entering, Burglary, Robbery, Grand Theft[, Rape], Murder:
i reck'n it'd be de passé to continue distributing on The Streets; i wouldn't want the remaining-Undisturbed Patches of Land getting razed just to make way for Pot Shops — so, logically, the primary outlets for that should be those Bong Shops and those [Drug] Stores(♫); i suppose that, alternatively──...
...heh heh.
nope.
even that would pose A Problem, huh
because there are a few "Upstanding [Users]"....but there are probably many more "Suck-Ass [Users]"; i cannot imagine the Average Joe wanting to see lines of them, waiting to make their little purchases from a Domecile-based Merchandiser, forming in his neighbourhood — it might have been possible to endure or overlook, between 1922 and 1943, and 1771 - 1809, but we human beings seem to have been dispossessed of the rather vital ability of "just doing what we have to do and moving the fuck on".
even if it is finally deemed Kosher, those of us who don't use The Drugs [in any form] and cannot relate to those who do won't want that exposure; so, immediately, most of the Drug Havens would be put in the "poor-sections".
:-).
{i, personally, cannot envision me going to the grocery store to get some ready-made Iced Tea and some Doughnuts ⌠on the quick⌡, and having to deal with a bunch of raucous College Kids, or Gangster [Niggers], or [Pathetic, Downbeaten "Professionals"], either — this is definitely one of those `rotten apple/spoiled bunch´-type dealios; period, no respectable establishment is going to want to be associated with [Crack↕Cocaine]/[Heroine] — how can it?
if, for whatever unearthly reason, Uncle Sam okays that, most businesses with some sort of Sense still wouldn't want "those sorts of clients" frequenting it: shopliftin' Shit on their way up to and away from The Window and shit.}
it's all about Logistics, and Reality.
...
heh.
i cannot believe how way-in over my head i am, with this subject — i was gonna say that the Street Sellin' would probably have to continue; but how to continuously verify that those vendors are only selling grass, and not the other substances that are still banned?
so, by default, it would have to go back to the preëxisting Bong Shops, and Drug Stores; open up some outlets in Malls..
..and set-up some government-subsidized Pot Houses in communities that express an interest for them; or, otherwise, issue permits for people who were interested in growing their own shit — because, of course, Marijuana {and its Paraphernælia} has to be taxed; just within the first year alone, i can see the government raking in at least 73-million in revenue from off of that; the punishment doled out for trying to skip out on paying up would have to be somewhat stiffer than usual: aren't They doing you a favour just by letting you finally deal in that shit without getting you all bunched up in ´cuffs?
for if you grow your own Pot, then there is the ever-extant possibility you, too, will be a seller.)
you silly bastards: you who think it could ever be as simple as the DEA just giving "the green light" and then letting y'all be.
l.o.l.
hell no.(♫)
one way or another, this will have to be regulated — there is no getting around that; sorry.
?
because once you legalize possession of M. J., then it would make no more sense to continue criminalizing its sale — and the ramifications will be extensive, no matter how This is approached.
======
it might be "your life", but i don't need one more of your "Personal Decisions" fuckin' up my life and furtherly limiting the decisions i get to make.
(♫) (can you imagine actually getting your reefer from Wal-Mart?
what High Quality Shit that would have to be...)(♫) (4.71-hit ghetto/italian-style Spaghetti & Meatballs-rhyming combo: +2,088 Kudos bonus points; +7 Style Points)
da Whatchamacallitz:
chronic,
Common Sense,
Dope,
hashish,
legalization of marijuana,
problems that plague all (irregarding Economic Status),
the Poor and the Restless?,
weed
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Marijuana, and you:
(pt. 1 of ?)
one other thing over which i feel ambivalence.
where to begin?
(i need to begin, carefully: because, honestly, i don't really think about any other type of user, here, besides the one who intakes the Tetrahydrocannabinol in smoke-form ▬ although people who utilize other techniques aren't necessarily escaping my Ire, either.
at any rate, this Bias of mines probably will influence what i shall be writing.)
the thing which i can most easily start in on is that, period, here in the "united" states, currently, Possession & Use is, for the most part, prohibited.
End Of Discussion.
and, to cap it off, i personally want nothing to do with It, because of the cyclical-activities and events which i've been seeing come with it..
..in reference to those who prefer to Light It Up.
(the main questions that get raised are,
• do you not know by now that Lungs almost never appreciate direct and continued exposure to Smoke?
• do you fuckers not know that most of you can get a better buzz if you were to ingest the cannabis leaves?
{even if you would have to wait a little while longer for The Effects to kick in,
• it is, penultimately, your desire to **get that buzz,** yes?})
´don't smoke↕´don't drink — ´don't Get High, period; and i currently cannot empathize with people who [erroneously {presume}] that they "must" [escape from Reality {in such a way}], either:
i actually don't have a problem with the act of one's getting doped-up, its self; rather, i am responsible enough to remember one other important reality of life:
i proclaim This, in direct defiance of all you dumb fucks who keep insisting "it's my mother-fucking business what i do with my own life — it has naught to do with anyone else!".
======
human beings have consistently shown me their near-absoute lack of responsibility when it comes to Physiologic- and Psychologic-altering substances: i don't give a fuck about the fact that yal bastards have been "getting high since Biblical Times" — there is no way you will successfully convince me that entire Families had not been torn asunder because of the person who was too weak to keep his ass in the fucking house instead of getting behind the wheel —> the individual who actually managed to outlive her 22-year-old son, in spite of the fact it was she who had been smoking the 3-packs a day, while the recently-departed never even brought an opened-beer can to his lips: the future Void to be felt by the uncle who had, through a Crisis or a Coïncidence, formed a substantially-special bond with his niece — she who, after having taken some LSD (peer-pressure influence), was too mentally-impaired to know she was finna walk her ass out onto a rather busy stretch of highway...
oh?
fuck you.
as far as I am concerned, it really all boils down to what can be considered True & Substantive disturbances for reasonable, average people, and up; that which bothers individuals who are of "suspect"-Mental Condition and Physical Bearing really should not be taken into account, irregarding the fact that 'those sorts' seem to be in a Majority, in this world.
what am i trying to say i'm saying that i don't like watching people nod off in the middle of the fucking street, on their Her'on` High™; especially as a Pisces, i get extra-disturbed when i encounter someone who had long-ago burned her brain out from a Bad Acid Trip: that i don't appreciate sitting next to someone whose sweat smells sour from all the Beer/Whiskey/Gin/"Wild Turkey" he had consumed, earlier in the afternoon — probably as a misguided way of showing his peers that he's A Man: when the absorbed smoke on his clothes reeks so strongly that ... i catch an actual Sinus Infection.
one of the very definitions of being human is to have Vices, Habits, Addictions; and, yeah, those affinities will not always beneficial for that person — not in the short-term, not in the long-run → no matter how much i might protest this reality; although if his self-destruction can be converted in a utilizable Sacrifice for the betterment of others.....
======
?
bluntly, i could [give a damn] about y'all who chew or eat the cannabis — not at the moment, anyway; it's just, i really find Problems when people intoxicate themselves for no reason other than just to "buck the system" — otherwise rebelling against some Authority Figure in another of those misguided attempts..
..i derive no satisfaction from those who [begin to] have an obsession (a greed) for wanting to chemically alter their state, to the point of Oblivion — ´selfishly disregarding whatever consequences there might be for others, later on.
i had already, long ago, gained the ability to easily see the falseness and the superficiality of the Com'raderie that is shared amongst the "social" imbibers of Alcohols, T'bakkers, ´n` Mary Jo Wannis, X, et al: you would never dream of inviting that [black {guy}] to your house, under normal/alternate circumstances, otherwise .. so i don't see the point of "opening yourself up" to [him] at that bar or club↕house — unless you are willing to let all participants know upfront that, as far as you can fore↕see it, Activities or/and Relations won't ever progress past what you-all have going on at that `hang-out,´ then you shouldn't be letting anyone have even the faintest of possibilities of believing that something more substantive is possible.
(i guess you could extrapolate one of my other stances about this matter: that if it could truly be said that your actions while Tweaked would have fewer than [3°] of [overall {negative}] impact on the world around you, then, basically, you could set your eyes on fire and go forcing Sea Urchins up your pee-hole, and i wouldn't say shit about it.
i am Utilitarian in that way.
as long as i know it won't affect me or anything else i might ever be compelled to care about in even the slightest; i'd like to think of myself as a relatively-judicious, benevolent, thoughtful individual, regarding Grand Schemes.....)
------
the thing is, i can't say what would happen if the sale of marijuana, (and its derivatives), was legalized; because.. ..whether y'all like it or not, any chemical/compound not normally manufactured by [the Human Body] that, when consumed, alters one's Physiology or/and Psychology in any way besides [naturally {and proportionally}] sating Thirst & Hunger, is to be considered a Drug.
´don't give a fuck if it came right up from outta Da Ground or was built-up from da ground-up in A Lab:
one other thing over which i feel ambivalence.
where to begin?
~↕↕~
(i need to begin, carefully: because, honestly, i don't really think about any other type of user, here, besides the one who intakes the Tetrahydrocannabinol in smoke-form ▬ although people who utilize other techniques aren't necessarily escaping my Ire, either.
at any rate, this Bias of mines probably will influence what i shall be writing.)
the thing which i can most easily start in on is that, period, here in the "united" states, currently, Possession & Use is, for the most part, prohibited.
End Of Discussion.
and, to cap it off, i personally want nothing to do with It, because of the cyclical-activities and events which i've been seeing come with it..
..in reference to those who prefer to Light It Up.
(the main questions that get raised are,
• do you not know by now that Lungs almost never appreciate direct and continued exposure to Smoke?
• do you fuckers not know that most of you can get a better buzz if you were to ingest the cannabis leaves?
{even if you would have to wait a little while longer for The Effects to kick in,
• it is, penultimately, your desire to **get that buzz,** yes?})
_\↕/_ _\↕/_
´don't smoke↕´don't drink — ´don't Get High, period; and i currently cannot empathize with people who [erroneously {presume}] that they "must" [escape from Reality {in such a way}], either:
i actually don't have a problem with the act of one's getting doped-up, its self; rather, i am responsible enough to remember one other important reality of life:
No Man Is An Island Unto Himself.
i proclaim This, in direct defiance of all you dumb fucks who keep insisting "it's my mother-fucking business what i do with my own life — it has naught to do with anyone else!".
======
human beings have consistently shown me their near-absoute lack of responsibility when it comes to Physiologic- and Psychologic-altering substances: i don't give a fuck about the fact that yal bastards have been "getting high since Biblical Times" — there is no way you will successfully convince me that entire Families had not been torn asunder because of the person who was too weak to keep his ass in the fucking house instead of getting behind the wheel —> the individual who actually managed to outlive her 22-year-old son, in spite of the fact it was she who had been smoking the 3-packs a day, while the recently-departed never even brought an opened-beer can to his lips: the future Void to be felt by the uncle who had, through a Crisis or a Coïncidence, formed a substantially-special bond with his niece — she who, after having taken some LSD (peer-pressure influence), was too mentally-impaired to know she was finna walk her ass out onto a rather busy stretch of highway...
oh?
fuck you.
as far as I am concerned, it really all boils down to what can be considered True & Substantive disturbances for reasonable, average people, and up; that which bothers individuals who are of "suspect"-Mental Condition and Physical Bearing really should not be taken into account, irregarding the fact that 'those sorts' seem to be in a Majority, in this world.
what am i trying to say
i'm saying that i don't like watching people nod off in the middle of the fucking street, on their Her'on` High™; especially as a Pisces, i get extra-disturbed when i encounter someone who had long-ago burned her brain out from a Bad Acid Trip: that i don't appreciate sitting next to someone whose sweat smells sour from all the Beer/Whiskey/Gin/"Wild Turkey" he had consumed, earlier in the afternoon — probably as a misguided way of showing his peers that he's A Man: when the absorbed smoke on his clothes reeks so strongly that ... i catch an actual Sinus Infection.one of the very definitions of being human is to have Vices, Habits, Addictions; and, yeah, those affinities will not always beneficial for that person — not in the short-term, not in the long-run → no matter how much i might protest this reality; although if his self-destruction can be converted in a utilizable Sacrifice for the betterment of others.....
======
?
bluntly, i could [give a damn] about y'all who chew or eat the cannabis — not at the moment, anyway; it's just, i really find Problems when people intoxicate themselves for no reason other than just to "buck the system" — otherwise rebelling against some Authority Figure in another of those misguided attempts..
..i derive no satisfaction from those who [begin to] have an obsession (a greed) for wanting to chemically alter their state, to the point of Oblivion — ´selfishly disregarding whatever consequences there might be for others, later on.
i had already, long ago, gained the ability to easily see the falseness and the superficiality of the Com'raderie that is shared amongst the "social" imbibers of Alcohols, T'bakkers, ´n` Mary Jo Wannis, X, et al: you would never dream of inviting that [black {guy}] to your house, under normal/alternate circumstances, otherwise .. so i don't see the point of "opening yourself up" to [him] at that bar or club↕house — unless you are willing to let all participants know upfront that, as far as you can fore↕see it, Activities or/and Relations won't ever progress past what you-all have going on at that `hang-out,´ then you shouldn't be letting anyone have even the faintest of possibilities of believing that something more substantive is possible.
(i guess you could extrapolate one of my other stances about this matter: that if it could truly be said that your actions while Tweaked would have fewer than [3°] of [overall {negative}] impact on the world around you, then, basically, you could set your eyes on fire and go forcing Sea Urchins up your pee-hole, and i wouldn't say shit about it.
i am Utilitarian in that way.
as long as i know it won't affect me or anything else i might ever be compelled to care about in even the slightest; i'd like to think of myself as a relatively-judicious, benevolent, thoughtful individual, regarding Grand Schemes.....)
------
the thing is, i can't say what would happen if the sale of marijuana, (and its derivatives), was legalized; because.. ..whether y'all like it or not, any chemical/compound not normally manufactured by [the Human Body] that, when consumed, alters one's Physiology or/and Psychology in any way besides [naturally {and proportionally}] sating Thirst & Hunger, is to be considered a Drug.
´don't give a fuck if it came right up from outta Da Ground or was built-up from da ground-up in A Lab:
da Whatchamacallitz:
chronic,
Common Sense,
Dope,
hashish,
legalization of marijuana,
problems that plague all (irregarding Economic Status),
the Poor and the Restless?,
weed
but, today...
...i don't even feel like getting down with all the drama, for r'il/for r'il.
in short: i feel Lazy — ´lazier'n'na mother↕fucker; yet i find myself tasked with making an entry in my also-Perpetually Beleaguered blog.
at the moment, the most important thing that i feel i have to enscribe for your perusal, here, is this feeling that had suddenly washed over me, last friday night, as i was walking (from the bus↕stop) to work:
i felt, more than ever, that i had needed to watch my back as i made my way through what instantaneously transformed itself into an even more perilous Valley of Darkness; at that moment, during the 10 o'clock hour, it seemed, to me, as if the entire world had entered a new phase/level of Despair and Wretchedness — and it had to have done so: because my mind was "elsewhere" when all of that came over me; i was not looking for further reason to feel Shittier.
so what That means is, y'all are going to have to be even more vigilant, from this point and on-ward, than before — sorry.
incidentally, that Friday Night was also the night i decided i needed to [trim] all facial hair save the soul patch (which i had already trimmed a couple of months back) and ear-length side↕burns; i left all the hair on my scalp untouched, so as to provide some sort of contrast for my newly-embaldened face.
:-).
because of problems i have with Ingrown Hairs, i rarely do that; which i mean to say: when i do go poking around that area (to shape the best goatee or beard i can attain), i only use Clippers—and almost never razors—to trim surrounding hairs down to stubble — but, still, that condition afflicts me, from time-to-time.
i had been feeling bad about not reading books/novels, so, this year, i took steps to rectify that: i had gone through Wuthering Heights (emily brontë), Black Boy (richard wright; both parts), amongst a handful of others; i am now working on Another Country (james baldwin); the next book i will be reading is Giovanni's Room, also by baldwin: upon seeing me read Another Country, early sunday afternoon, while i was visiting at his place, a certain guy (with whom i have a decent bit of History .. and trouble.....), he figured he would let me have at that.
. . . . .
the thing about all the other books i have completed reading is, i had read them all already.
but, i know that my comprehension of the material, all those years ago, was poor, at best; so it was good for me to give those literature another look.
for all the intelligence that people had presumed to ascribe to me in my youth, i really hadn't known shit; or, i had yet to begin unlocking ... [????].
at any rate, the book i'm currently on is rather funny ... but, probably not entirely for the reasons James would hope i'd have; i won't name those reasons, at the moment.
i will say that ... even to this day, i . . . . . sorta find myself gravitating towards Eric.
at least, his "physiological type": red-haired, blue-eyed, just chunky enough.
he seems like he'd be cute ... although he can save the cross-dressing — ´just not my thing.
the thing that struck me most about the book is ... it was conceived in 1948, and had been developing in James's womb during the 1950s, being born only in the early 1960s; i guess... ...that this whole Standards & Practices/Television Code-dogma imposed on publicated media really had much more of a cultural impact than i've originally given it credit for; but with the advent of the Industrial Age, over 200-years ago, profanes and vulagres were only proliferated — muther↕fuckers, in real life, certainly were anything but Leave It To Beaver, and The Waltons: shows like I Love Lucy and The Honey↕Mooners were just a bit more fideline to how things really were [at that time] — ralph perpetually with his ever-looming domestic abuse, always threatening to send that mouthy-ass bitch Alice to the moon.
:-D.
(♫)
(♫) (no, i'm not sayin' it's okay to *POW*/straight to the kisser just because [a Woman] is being verbally provocative.. ..but, sometimes, [las chicas] just be pushin' it.....)
in short: i feel Lazy — ´lazier'n'na mother↕fucker; yet i find myself tasked with making an entry in my also-Perpetually Beleaguered blog.
at the moment, the most important thing that i feel i have to enscribe for your perusal, here, is this feeling that had suddenly washed over me, last friday night, as i was walking (from the bus↕stop) to work:
Subtle Doom.
i felt, more than ever, that i had needed to watch my back as i made my way through what instantaneously transformed itself into an even more perilous Valley of Darkness; at that moment, during the 10 o'clock hour, it seemed, to me, as if the entire world had entered a new phase/level of Despair and Wretchedness — and it had to have done so: because my mind was "elsewhere" when all of that came over me; i was not looking for further reason to feel Shittier.
_\↕/_ _\↕/_
so what That means is, y'all are going to have to be even more vigilant, from this point and on-ward, than before — sorry.
_\↕/_ _\↕/_
incidentally, that Friday Night was also the night i decided i needed to [trim] all facial hair save the soul patch (which i had already trimmed a couple of months back) and ear-length side↕burns; i left all the hair on my scalp untouched, so as to provide some sort of contrast for my newly-embaldened face.
:-).
because of problems i have with Ingrown Hairs, i rarely do that; which i mean to say: when i do go poking around that area (to shape the best goatee or beard i can attain), i only use Clippers—and almost never razors—to trim surrounding hairs down to stubble — but, still, that condition afflicts me, from time-to-time.
~↕↕~
i had been feeling bad about not reading books/novels, so, this year, i took steps to rectify that: i had gone through Wuthering Heights (emily brontë), Black Boy (richard wright; both parts), amongst a handful of others; i am now working on Another Country (james baldwin); the next book i will be reading is Giovanni's Room, also by baldwin: upon seeing me read Another Country, early sunday afternoon, while i was visiting at his place, a certain guy (with whom i have a decent bit of History .. and trouble.....), he figured he would let me have at that.
. . . . .
the thing about all the other books i have completed reading is, i had read them all already.
but, i know that my comprehension of the material, all those years ago, was poor, at best; so it was good for me to give those literature another look.
for all the intelligence that people had presumed to ascribe to me in my youth, i really hadn't known shit; or, i had yet to begin unlocking ... [????].
_\↕/_ _\↕/_
at any rate, the book i'm currently on is rather funny ... but, probably not entirely for the reasons James would hope i'd have; i won't name those reasons, at the moment.
i will say that ... even to this day, i . . . . . sorta find myself gravitating towards Eric.
at least, his "physiological type": red-haired, blue-eyed, just chunky enough.
he seems like he'd be cute
the thing that struck me most about the book is ... it was conceived in 1948, and had been developing in James's womb during the 1950s, being born only in the early 1960s; i guess... ...that this whole Standards & Practices/Television Code-dogma imposed on publicated media really had much more of a cultural impact than i've originally given it credit for; but with the advent of the Industrial Age, over 200-years ago, profanes and vulagres were only proliferated — muther↕fuckers, in real life, certainly were anything but Leave It To Beaver, and The Waltons: shows like I Love Lucy and The Honey↕Mooners were just a bit more fideline to how things really were [at that time] — ralph perpetually with his ever-looming domestic abuse, always threatening to send that mouthy-ass bitch Alice to the moon.
:-D.
(♫)
(♫) (no, i'm not sayin' it's okay to *POW*/straight to the kisser just because [a Woman] is being verbally provocative.. ..but, sometimes, [las chicas] just be pushin' it.....)
Monday, June 30, 2008
La ..... Muerte.
don't get me wrong: my household is far from filthy — and my own room has been relatively empty since i had moved in to it, last year's spring (on a rainy thursday, i think it was)..
..it's just, Mice are desperate opportunists; plus, if my neighbours are in fact the ones that are creating Conditions favourable for their promulgation, then, there really isn't much of anything we, ourselves, can do to prevent their roaming through our space and nibbling up and pooping on whatever they find, while in transit.
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at the moment, i feel rather Ambivalent; i want some Dick, but no one who i want is giving it to me for my consumption.
and..
..today, i went [to Best Buy] and got me one of those Converters for my "analogue television" — Government-issued 40-Dollour Coupon utilized, me having to shell up 23 Bucks for the balance, i only saw just one kind of device there.
(i do not know what that signifies.)
(while there, i actually saw a lap↕top that seems way sexier than the one i am typing this post on: after Taxes, it should set me back around A Thousand; i'm hoping that it'll still be around by the time i'd be able to afford it..
..but i reck'n by that time, The Next Big Thing that was previously more expensive should be at that target price.
speaking of taxes: due to a Hold Up at IRS, my Earned Income Credit-situation still hasn't yet been rectified..
..and i do not know what to expect, in a few days, either: Unkah Sam might make me cough back up the previous money he had given me; or, i might get the rest of my Refund.
i had filed my taxes long ago, in february.)
i hooked my Converter up..
..but it told me "No Signal" — which was pretty anti-climatic, if i might say so, myself; a phone call to the manufacturer (made in short order after i saw there was nothing further [which was intuitive] i could do) revealed that this problem stems, perhaps, from there being no Digital Signals yet broadcast in my area.
i guess we will just have to see what happens, in a few months.
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it certainly is a nice night, now: rather Autumnal, me↕thinks.
although readers from the Mid-West pro'ly wouldn't agree with this sentiment: i am able to appreciate this rain we've been getting.
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notably, (two nights in a row {over The Weekend}, one per night), two especially-volatile bolts of Lightning struck down very close to us; both had startled me, of course..
..but, overall, i think i bore them out pretty well — a sacrifice i am willing to take on, if doing so means i can enjoy a lovely Thunder`n´Lightning Storm:
i mean..
..i do, strongly, believe in "cuddling weather". . . . .
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meanwhile, it doesn't seem as if my Gaki no Tsukai(♫) Project is really taking off — as i had expected.
what i think i might have to do is, get someone who is fluent in Nihongo to go ahead and just send those guys an e-mail directly on my behalf: point them to the popularity of their videos on you↕tube, as further incentive for them to go on and internationalize their DVD Releases.
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meanwhile, i am feeling so disenchanted with my Job..
..i don't think the Store Manager is even going to care if i just mysteriously "disappear," without any advanced notice: but, Ed, if you're going to let a guy (Adrian) who, basically, comes in when he pleases, and perpetually beefs with our Immediate Supervisor, stay..
..and you're going to let a lazy chuckle↕head who apparently presumes he works harder and accomplishes more than I, like Albertas, stay...
...all because they have more "seniority" than me..
..then you need to experience the Full Brunt of loss-in-sales from my being completely gone from the ranks.
what are the chances of your being able to hire an experienced stocker, who is willing to deal with the risks of working in that crap neighbourhood and take the presumably-substantial Cut In Pay, all at once, anyways?
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almost every employee is expendable; but, you should remember that amongst a company's primary goals is keeping around the people it already has, to prevent [Excessive] Turn↕Over.
=======
i realized, today, that the only way The Poor can stop the abuse of power by the rich is to get themselves backed-up by someone who is rich.
=======
i really can't think of a good way of justifying the existence of homosexuality; what i can do is proclaim we should stop saying "sexual preference" — the better term might be Sexual/Erotic Disposition.
you see, because "preference" implies purposeful choosing, in my opinion; i had been aroused by [other peoples'] Phall[i] for as long as i can remember: my own tiny little penis, profoundly rock hard, when i had looked through my mom's copy of The Joy of Sex, 20- or 21-years ago — long before i had the ability to make conscientious decisions/realizations about what had turned me on (and potentially pleasure myself in thinking about them).
-----
for the "purists" out there: no other sexual act besides standard-Heterosexual Intercourse can be considered O.K. [in god's eyes] — that includes said intercourse when it's initiated for Recreation, not Procreation; everything else has to be considered a "perversion" and "deviation".
as far as the Anal Sex goes: that is a pretty strange practice, isn't it?
heh heh.
i really cannot think of how it could have occured to someone to put his penis up someone's poop↕chute, except..
..i'd reck'n it was probably a dude who was heterosexual before the unforeseen lack of Females, and a realization of one or two similarities between [his] anus and a woman's Snatch, made him "explore some alternatives".
-----
i mean..
..if you think about it. . . . .
. . . . .pussy, also, is "nasty" by default, if it isn't [cleaned out].
and, like Pussy, ani don't automatically respond favourably just because someone's dick is inside of it — y'all guys ain't all that, now.
=======
[to be continued?]
(♫) (2-hit Delicate Fingers-rhyming combo: +1,992 Kudos bonus points; +4 Style Points)
..it's just, Mice are desperate opportunists; plus, if my neighbours are in fact the ones that are creating Conditions favourable for their promulgation, then, there really isn't much of anything we, ourselves, can do to prevent their roaming through our space and nibbling up and pooping on whatever they find, while in transit.
=======
at the moment, i feel rather Ambivalent; i want some Dick, but no one who i want is giving it to me for my consumption.
and..
..today, i went [to Best Buy] and got me one of those Converters for my "analogue television" — Government-issued 40-Dollour Coupon utilized, me having to shell up 23 Bucks for the balance, i only saw just one kind of device there.
(i do not know what that signifies.)
(while there, i actually saw a lap↕top that seems way sexier than the one i am typing this post on: after Taxes, it should set me back around A Thousand; i'm hoping that it'll still be around by the time i'd be able to afford it..
..but i reck'n by that time, The Next Big Thing that was previously more expensive should be at that target price.
speaking of taxes: due to a Hold Up at IRS, my Earned Income Credit-situation still hasn't yet been rectified..
..and i do not know what to expect, in a few days, either: Unkah Sam might make me cough back up the previous money he had given me; or, i might get the rest of my Refund.
i had filed my taxes long ago, in february.)
i hooked my Converter up..
..but it told me "No Signal" — which was pretty anti-climatic, if i might say so, myself; a phone call to the manufacturer (made in short order after i saw there was nothing further [which was intuitive] i could do) revealed that this problem stems, perhaps, from there being no Digital Signals yet broadcast in my area.
i guess we will just have to see what happens, in a few months.
=======
it certainly is a nice night, now: rather Autumnal, me↕thinks.
although readers from the Mid-West pro'ly wouldn't agree with this sentiment: i am able to appreciate this rain we've been getting.
-----
notably, (two nights in a row {over The Weekend}, one per night), two especially-volatile bolts of Lightning struck down very close to us; both had startled me, of course..
..but, overall, i think i bore them out pretty well — a sacrifice i am willing to take on, if doing so means i can enjoy a lovely Thunder`n´Lightning Storm:
i mean..
..i do, strongly, believe in "cuddling weather". . . . .
=======
meanwhile, it doesn't seem as if my Gaki no Tsukai(♫) Project is really taking off — as i had expected.
what i think i might have to do is, get someone who is fluent in Nihongo to go ahead and just send those guys an e-mail directly on my behalf: point them to the popularity of their videos on you↕tube, as further incentive for them to go on and internationalize their DVD Releases.
=======
meanwhile, i am feeling so disenchanted with my Job..
..i don't think the Store Manager is even going to care if i just mysteriously "disappear," without any advanced notice: but, Ed, if you're going to let a guy (Adrian) who, basically, comes in when he pleases, and perpetually beefs with our Immediate Supervisor, stay..
..and you're going to let a lazy chuckle↕head who apparently presumes he works harder and accomplishes more than I, like Albertas, stay...
...all because they have more "seniority" than me..
..then you need to experience the Full Brunt of loss-in-sales from my being completely gone from the ranks.
what are the chances of your being able to hire an experienced stocker, who is willing to deal with the risks of working in that crap neighbourhood and take the presumably-substantial Cut In Pay, all at once, anyways?
-----
almost every employee is expendable; but, you should remember that amongst a company's primary goals is keeping around the people it already has, to prevent [Excessive] Turn↕Over.
=======
i realized, today, that the only way The Poor can stop the abuse of power by the rich is to get themselves backed-up by someone who is rich.
=======
i really can't think of a good way of justifying the existence of homosexuality; what i can do is proclaim we should stop saying "sexual preference" — the better term might be Sexual/Erotic Disposition.
you see, because "preference" implies purposeful choosing, in my opinion; i had been aroused by [other peoples'] Phall[i] for as long as i can remember: my own tiny little penis, profoundly rock hard, when i had looked through my mom's copy of The Joy of Sex, 20- or 21-years ago — long before i had the ability to make conscientious decisions/realizations about what had turned me on (and potentially pleasure myself in thinking about them).
-----
for the "purists" out there: no other sexual act besides standard-Heterosexual Intercourse can be considered O.K. [in god's eyes] — that includes said intercourse when it's initiated for Recreation, not Procreation; everything else has to be considered a "perversion" and "deviation".
as far as the Anal Sex goes: that is a pretty strange practice, isn't it?
heh heh.
i really cannot think of how it could have occured to someone to put his penis up someone's poop↕chute, except..
..i'd reck'n it was probably a dude who was heterosexual before the unforeseen lack of Females, and a realization of one or two similarities between [his] anus and a woman's Snatch, made him "explore some alternatives".
-----
i mean..
..if you think about it. . . . .
. . . . .pussy, also, is "nasty" by default, if it isn't [cleaned out].
and, like Pussy, ani don't automatically respond favourably just because someone's dick is inside of it — y'all guys ain't all that, now.
=======
[to be continued?]
(♫) (2-hit Delicate Fingers-rhyming combo: +1,992 Kudos bonus points; +4 Style Points)
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