Friday, November 30, 2012

(a.k.a. Nakama.)

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i just decided i want this blog to be a bit wider, like it used to be.

so as of 2:17 this morning, that's how i want it — 1250 px.

..that guy (who i call "Justeas") who i complained about not having given me any for a few weeks?

precisely the next day, as if he read my mind, justeas took initiative and ... gave me some.

(´funny how That works.

but that's irrelevant: my heart's been a little too broken.. love a little too rejected, for me to really want to continue investing my emotions in the fucker.

it truly is the saddest story even told...
...for a while, justeas was my Panda Bear, and i was his Tiger Cub.. we barely even address each other by name.

:: sigh ::

so are you guys excited about 12/21/2012??

i, myself, think nothing shall happen; no apocalypses, no end of the worlds.

although, maybe, we should eventually go and have ourselves a few revolutions, anyway.

just for kicks.

one thing is certain: sooner or later, i'm going to need to do something about my RAM Issue: i'm looking at 85% utilization / 5.05 out of 6 GB..
..but i can't figure out where this is all coming from.

i wish Task Manager was just a smidgeon more helpful.....

.....i guess i have been "blogging."
in an indirect sense.
with my facebook account.

getting all political there, and shit.

the good thing about it is, i haven't even expressed 1/32 of what i really feel, on there.
i have all kinds of shit i wanna say.

´stuff related to Life As a Gay Man, especially.

you know i just impressed the fuck out of myself by being able to remember how to change the font in that last sentence using HTML just now?
it's been so long.. ..i'm gonna need to do so hell´a refreshing at this point, to get back to where i was, from years ago.

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