tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-45510831599365144232024-03-13T13:51:59.804-04:00The Ruminations of Rex.™a web logue that receives way less attention that it should.
(maybe.)Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.comBlogger119125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-28760617797717615892019-05-29T22:42:00.001-04:002019-05-29T22:42:15.121-04:00i mean, i'm still not Dead. but. . . . .<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
. . . . .all these years later and, for the life of me, i cannot puzzle out how to get my fucking blogue's formatting on point<br />
<br />
<br />
maybe i should just re-format it all to get the shit done-and-over, if things're gonna persist in this way<br />
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<br />
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this way that i cannot endorse nor co-sign</div>
Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-86865998884444969332018-02-26T16:51:00.001-05:002019-05-29T22:39:42.310-04:00i'm not dead.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
...but does anyone even still fuck with Blog•Spot?<br />
<br />
should i move on to another forum?<br />
<br />
i dunno.<br />
<br />
<br />
however..<br />
..do not get it twisted:<br />
i still have much to say.<br />
<br />
´like you wouldn't fuckin' believe, do i have shit to say.<br />
<br />
<br />
as a gay black man in Urban America.<br />
<br />
😈<br />
<br />
<br />
if ever i find there is some form of interest . . . . . i'll resume my postings hither.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
i pwomiss.</div>
Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-43450149098198152952013-03-28T02:48:00.002-04:002013-03-28T02:48:53.318-04:00i have done some deliberating.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
these are the results of my ponderings:<br />
<br />
1.) instead of transcribing all of my journals, i'm going to simply scan them (in the best resolution available)<br />
<br />
2.) initially, i'll go the route of e-publishing; maybe i can self-publish after all (and use pay-pal to help me sell my wares)<br />
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i am scared about what i have been feeling (or, should i amend, <i>not</i> feeling?) in my heart — has justeas really crippled my capability to show-and-share my love with another person who wants it, that badly?<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
i don't like this ... <i>emptiness</i> that appears to be growing larger inside of me.<br />
<br />
i don't like feeling this vulnerable.<br />
i don't like ... feeling as if i am not in control of my own mind.<br />
<br />
<br />
i don't like the feeling of finally having <i>no one</i> left in my life, for whom i had felt any sort of strong emotional bond with.<br />
(even though, obviously, my own Love seems mostly wasted on justeas.)<br />
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other than that...it's all the same-old\same-old, over here.<br />
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´feeling like a sad sack in general — ´still not knowing what i should do with myself.<br />
´still mad that i am being held to account for something that, for all intents and purposes, i cannot care any less, than i already do, about — Money.<br />
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at some point, i want to raise awareness that there is, quite, a difference between <i>multiple-personality disorder</i> and <i>schizophrenia</i>.<br />
<br />
<br />
because i wanna label the weather we've had this week as suffering from MPD.<br />
<br />
<br />
snow and sun and rain, cold and warm and chilly.<br />
<br />
<br />
3 seasons in such a short amount of time.<br />
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i hate feeling like i'm a fuck-up ..... especially when i have all these people around me who apparently don't believe this is the case.<br />
<br />
i hate feeling like i might just be letting a lot of people down, because (for whatever reason) i just can't live up to this "potential" that some attribute to me, but i have yet to grasp.<br />
<br />
i hate not knowing what's wrong with me.</div>
Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-44975411976861792912013-01-26T20:51:00.003-05:002013-01-26T20:51:43.837-05:00i haven't made a post. . . . .<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on">
. . . . .making fun of all those people who were so dang-convinced the <i>End of The World</i> was coming a few days before christ's mass, have i?<br />
<br />
<br />
my apologies, thus, for my tardiness.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
but, yeah: you stupid mother|fuckers.<br />
<br />
why would you think <u>that</u> would happen?<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
and why would some of you have thought you were in a position to "save yourselves" from the Impending Doom?<br />
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anyway.<br />
<br />
<br />
i can't wait for Those In Power to get what's coming to them.<br />
i hate this oppression.<br />
<br />
<br />
i hate this Fear.<br />
<br />
<br />
i just want to live a peaceful, enjoyable life — not having to work my fingers to the bone, just for a <i>meager</i> existence.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
surely That cannot be too much to ask for.<br />
<br />
<br />
da?</div>
Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-84441877148288119532012-12-29T21:03:00.002-05:002013-01-11T13:01:07.272-05:00see, this is what i think:<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: justify;" trbidi="on"><i>i</i> think there should be a new classification of sexuality created: "4pay."<br />
<br />
them mother|fuckers that will go lickin' or stickin' another mutha|fucka of the "wrong gender" if the price is right..<br />
..and <b>only</b> when The Price Is Right.<br />
<br />
:-D.<br />
<br />
<br />
which is fine.<br />
<br />
those individuals are an obvious sub-set of "bi-sexual," but a love of money compels them to do some 'off-the-record' shit.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
actually, a love of (or affinity for) money compels many to go against their "official" nature.<br />
<br />
huh?<br />
</div>Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-82093473692713155672012-12-26T06:03:00.000-05:002012-12-26T06:09:50.382-05:00i am passionate about some things. maybe.<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: justify;" trbidi="on"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">here's another comment that i've left on a <a href="http://manhuntdaily.com/2012/12/breaking-news-cody-cummings-comes-out-of-the-closet-bottoms-for-joey-hard/" target="_blank">manhunt daily blog</a>; this time, i think i've edited it adequately enough for both their site <u>and</u> mines:</span><br />
<br />
i do have a question that i hope at least a few of you will answer for me, over time:<br />
<br />
in light of what we have seen cody do (on film), over the years, how exactly might his sexuality be classified/explained?<br />
<br />
or, maybe i should instead inquire, <i>can cody be considered a "functional heterosexual"?</i><br />
<br />
i ask because i'm still trying to figure out how sexuality, and human psychology, work.<br />
<br />
my answer to my own question continues to rely on my assumption and understanding (which could be flawed, of course) of what the "heterosexual identity" is, mixed in with my coinage of "functional -sexuality" (which, in my explanation here, is not covering "queerhood," in order to avoid complicating this matter more than it already shall be...) —<br />
<br />
a.) given the overwhelming complexity of sexuality (which, really, should never be classified into three or four neat little categories), i do believe that only a rare few people (no more than 1 - 7% of <i>the population</i>, during any one generation) can truly claim to be "99.9999 - 100%" straight or gay: for it's only a matter of one's finding one's self being randomly presented with the right opportunity to be able to take advantage of the right circumstances, to find themselves unexpectedly deviating from their perceived norm <br />
<br />
(and on some occasions, the encounter with the anomaly can act as the gateway to a-whole-nother way of living)<br />
<br />
however, i also assume that people rarely go <i>searching</i> for those "opportunities"; nor, by definition, do they spend a significant portion of their lives even considering the possibility of that they may Deviate...<br />
<br />
...so, for all intents and purposes, those individuals can proclaim "i'm gay, <i>gurllll</i>" or "i'm <b>straight</b> homie" without batting an eye.<br />
<br />
i know there are people who, for at least 99.59% of their entire lives, will manage to not willingly nor knowingly interact, in an intimate or/and sexual(-ized) manner, with another person who does not fall in line with their gender (androgynous/FTM/hermaphroditic/MTF/trans-sexual/etc.) or sex (biological woman or man) preference.<br />
<br />
(and, yes.. ..more often than not, i am sure that these people prefer not to 'have dealings' with those other individuals who aren't "the original".. ..for whatever colour of reasoning or rationale.)<br />
<br />
thus, i feel it's perfectly logical to cite those individuals as sound evidence that can back my assertions.<br />
<br />
<i>functional -sexuality applies to homosexuals and heterosexuals who do nothing to deviate from what the obvious definition of their respective sexualities is.</i><br />
<br />
b.) which leads me back to the matter of my having to explain what i believe "heterosexual identity" is.. ..by highlighting some of what i believe what It isn't: cody cummings, for instance.<br />
<br />
cody also leads me to a grey area, because i'm about to declare "heterosexual dudes don't do what cody does," and i don't care about whether cody does or doesn't consistently attain any form of ``internal positive feedback´´ from his activities.<br />
<br />
<br />
That's one of the intangibles though: whether or not one attains pleasure (sexual or otherwise) from their activity.<br />
<br />
(what do you say about the woman who had only ever been fucked and eaten by guys {and enjoys it}, but also loved flicking her own bean to female imagery?<br />
<br />
what do you say about the woman who prefers to "peg" men?)<br />
<br />
however.. ..even if cody somehow is, in fact, only-barely holding back the urge to puke up all he had ate and drank, in the previous 96 hours, during every single one of his man-on-man scenes, the reality continues to remain that no one forces him to engage in these scenes (that are being broadcast for all to consume) that he constantly churns out; also, as i've stated elsewhere, if any random person not already familiar with cumming's body of filmed sex work were to observe one of his man-on-man scenes, they will likely automatically conclude he's gay (or bi, if they're in a good mood); i also assume they'd definitely assert that "if this gentleman doesn't enjoy what i just saw him doing, he's not doing a good job of convincing <u>me</u> that he is of such a mind-set."<br />
<br />
the most important, defining prerequisite of functional heterosexuality is "don't consistently: sexualize, be excessively/unusually intimate with.. ..or feel not-Platonic Love (i lack a better term for this abstract concept) for your own gender." <br />
isn't it?<br />
<br />
(can two guys, who feel a definitive sexual attraction for only women, look forward to, and cuddle + snuggle very closely in bed together when they sleep {with no sexual arousal ever occurring from this specific activity}, and still be considered <i>straight</i>?)<br />
<br />
cody's already long-passed the point of being "functionally heterosexual."<br />
hasn't he?<br />
<br />
so..<br />
<br />
..what can we say about him?<br />
<br />
what can we learn from him?<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
what more can i say?</div>Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-55455172682744457282012-12-23T04:58:00.001-05:002012-12-23T05:05:10.474-05:00from Manhunt Daily<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">this is something i had to say about a post that was made on Manhunt Daily; <a href="http://manhuntdaily.com/2012/12/burning-issue-your-mom-made-you-gay/#comment-746020384">here</a> is the link to my comment.<br />
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<i>enjoy !!</i></span><br />
<br />
i'm the oldest of my siblings. and i am a same-gender-seeker (by at least 91%); as far as i know, my younger siblings are not same-gender-seekers (by at least 97%).<br />
<br />
incidentally, i have a comparatively-lower libido than my peers (in my opinion).<br />
<br />
maybe there is something to this "testosterone" component of genetic predisposition.<br />
maybe not.<br />
<br />
if i am, apparently, wired to experience a reduced-level of imperative to shoot my load (in/on/because of/with other dudes), then what explains those of my peers who feel a higher-than-average level of imperative to orgasm (on/with/in/because of other dudes)?<br />
<br />
does testosterone really do what some scientists seem to be theorizing...or is it rather, the testosterone that i did receive (and presently make) didn't (and doesn't) reach all "hetero-relevant" and "sex-positive" parts of my brain (consistently)?<br />
<br />
i am willing to wager that for every one "Nelly the Fabulous" type and for every one "Bruno the (Leather Clad) Destroyer" type, there are 78 "Average Joe" types whose only real distinguishing characteristic is they happen to be SGS.<br />
<br />
maybe i should look over these studies, to see just what role testosterone is playing!<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
also, i have long-been a believer in the possibility that the disinclination/aversion to bringing forth off-spring is a function of "population control" — i personally know of one man who's brought forth two children ... who, 3 decades later, has long-since completely sworn his allegiance to boning biologically-born men only.<br />
<br />
i know of one other man who had deluded himself into thinking he could be have a heterosexual relationship, and would have had children himself, except something happened to avert this.. ..and, a couple of decades later, he himself is 96% SGS.<br />
<br />
i mention them, as way-of-allusion to all those other individuals (female and male) who, if they hadn't felt compelled to go against their natures, would have fulfilled their role of keeping the population down as intended.<br />
<br />
there is a catch to the "natural population regulation" theory: one has to be inclined to believe in Intelligent Design or/and a Man in The Sky.<br />
<br />
i'm agnostic, and i'm not really into Spookisms... ...but when i had considered just how much more competition for pussy there could be, if we fellows-all were at least bi-sexual, it had became harder for me to believe that the random cropping up of the homosexually-inclined (and its ilk) through the population, for what may very well have been millennia, is a complete coincidence.<br />
<br />
then again.. ..what with sexuality being what it is, it would do all of us a lot of good to remember that we all are what we are, for different "internal" reasons. (this is within the same vein for why some have disposition of being submissive, and for some others to have a strong psychological aversion to any sort of fellatial activities but then harbour no especial problem with having their asses plowed.)<br />
<br />
i am remain convinced that, if left to figure things out for themselves, humans would not have the hang-ups about "who" sticks "what" "where?" that we 'educated folk' have.</div>Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-17615832762345056402012-11-30T02:35:00.000-05:002012-11-30T16:04:18.098-05:00(a.k.a. Nakama.)<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: justify;" trbidi="on">yeah.<br />
<br />
i just decided i want this blog to be a bit wider, like it used to be.<br />
<br />
so as of 2:17 this morning, that's how i want it — 1250 px.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
so..<br />
..that guy (who i call "Justeas") who i complained about not having given me any for a few weeks?<br />
<br />
precisely the next day, as if he read my mind, justeas took initiative and ... <i>gave me some</i>.<br />
<br />
(´funny how That works.<br />
right?)<br />
<br />
but that's irrelevant: my heart's been a little too broken..<br />
..my love a little too rejected, for me to really want to continue investing my emotions in the fucker.<br />
<br />
<br />
it truly is the saddest story even told...<br />
...for a while, justeas was my Panda Bear, and i was his Tiger Cub..<br />
<br />
..now we barely even address each other by name.<br />
<br />
:: sigh ::<br />
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<br />
<br />
so are you guys excited about 12/21/2012??<br />
<br />
i, myself, think nothing shall happen; no apocalypses, no <i>end of the world</i>s.<br />
<br />
although, maybe, we should eventually go and have ourselves a few revolutions, anyway.<br />
<br />
just for kicks.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
one thing is certain: sooner or later, i'm going to need to do something about my RAM Issue: i'm looking at 85% utilization / 5.05 out of 6 GB..<br />
..but i can't figure out <b>where</b> this is all coming from.<br />
<br />
i wish Task Manager was just a smidgeon more helpful.....<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
.....i guess i <b>have</b> been "blogging."<br />
in an indirect sense.<br />
with my facebook account.<br />
<br />
getting all political <i>there</i>, and shit.<br />
<br />
the good thing about it is, i haven't even expressed 1/<u>32</u> of what i really feel, on there.<br />
i have all kinds of shit i wanna say.<br />
<br />
´stuff related to <font face="Impact">Life As a Gay Man</font>, especially.<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
you know i just impressed the fuck out of myself by being able to remember how to change the font in that last sentence using HTML just now?<br />
honestly.<br />
it's been so long.. ..i'm gonna need to do so hell´a refreshing at this point, to get back to where i was, from years ago.<br />
</div>Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-50798626013143742272012-11-18T00:06:00.002-05:002012-11-18T00:32:20.166-05:00"The Arrogant Sesquipedalian. (??)"<div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div dir="ltr" style="text-align: left;" trbidi="on"><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div></div><div style="text-align: justify;">:-D.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><i>Michinoku Shiiku Blues</i>.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><a href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YiuwGXuOykA">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YiuwGXuOykA</a></div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">this is a song you-all should give a listen to, some time.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">right now i'm clicking the "replay" button over-and-over on youtube.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">also, Pavel Patel is a bloake who..</div><div style="text-align: justify;">..is an interesting enigma.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">i don't know what to think of him, other than "i want to suck his cock, when he is in <i>masculine mode</i>."</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">this has been an irregular year for me, all in all.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">the guy i used to love..</div><div style="text-align: justify;">..i think i can't even be try to be friends with him now.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">he doesn't seem to care, one way or another, what i do...</div><div style="text-align: justify;">...i guess i need to reciprocate that sentiment.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">hanging out with him has been lame: these past 5 - 6 weeks we haven't even had sex.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">because he's "going through stuff."</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">right.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">yet he will sometimes log on those sex sites for a bit.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">yeah.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">and he told me that he's fucked a couple of guys, himself, a month and some change ago: but, in order for him to have done that, under his current "condition," he's had to dope himself up<a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4551083159936514423#footnote-1" id="footnote-1-ref" title="link to footnote"><sup>1</sup></a>.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">(i'm not too sure, Guy, i'd be so open to admit such a thing to me.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">not unless you really do wish for me to, eventually, slap the taste from out of your mouth.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">to get you to see just how much emotion i've felt for you.)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">You know I am nowhere near having any of my journals transcribed to electronic formatte..</div><div style="text-align: justify;">..´not sure when i'll be able to start in on that, either: seeing as, fucking, i haven't met a strong enough lap|top (within Budget) that can handle the burden i am capable of placing on a machine.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">maybe i'll never go through with it.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">or, maybe...</div><div style="text-align: justify;">...i'll just go and scan the sum|bitches.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">with a high-quality scanner.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">(i think i'd rather transcribe pages from my computer, instead of having to hunker down and have all that bulky shit right in front of me.)</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">i feel old at 30.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">and dumb.</div><div style="text-align: justify;">and unfocused.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">which is fair.</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">sesquipedalian <br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">anyway, i just wanted to do my once-a-year check-in..</div><div style="text-align: justify;">..maybe i'll manage to throw in one more entry before 12/21?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;">i might even remove that "firefox advisory" i've had up for about 4 - 5 years now?</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div style="text-align: justify;"><br />
</div><div id="footnote-1"></div><div style="text-align: justify;">[1] (he's a "bottom/versatile" fellow, if that helps explains things for you.)</div><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4551083159936514423#footnote-1-ref" title="return to text"></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4551083159936514423#footnote-1-ref" title="return to text"></a><a href="http://www.blogger.com/blogger.g?blogID=4551083159936514423#footnote-1-ref" title="return to text">↩</a><br />
<div style="text-align: justify;"></div></div>Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-35953336147794429042011-08-19T21:51:00.000-04:002011-08-19T21:51:45.819-04:00no, i'm not dead.heh.<br />
<br />
not even close.<br />
<br />
merely, i figured it would be a shame if i didn't post <u>something</u> for the year of 2011, in my insignificant little Web Logue.<br />
<br />
´to let you-all know i am still around.<br />
<br />
which i am.<br />
<br />
i am sure you'll be happy to know i've earned $1.65 (US) to date, here.<br />
<br />
(i look forward to getting The Cheque in the mail.<br />
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>:=P)<br />
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at any rate, i think that what i need to make happen is investing in a new desktop computer, for m'self — thence, i can begin the process of converting all my hand-writ journals to that coveted Electronic Formatte: something i'd been meaning to do for years, now.<br />
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on my humble, 3GB RAM/2 x 2.0GHz laptop..<br />
..well, let's just say there's not enough Cocaine in the world, that would make me presume that i may successfully attempt what is going to be a long, arduous (albeït <i>very</i> hilarious — me being the youthful, subversive cut•up that i was) process on this thing.<br />
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anyway.<br />
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let me go eat my Pasta-and-Rice dinner, here — it's pretty good..<br />
..i just wish there was also Pilaf interspersed through here.<br />
but neither of these two particular, ready-made mixes, didn't contain it — so i shall just have to do without, at this time.<br />
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:->.<br />
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incidentally, i think i know a part of the secret of recreating uncle ben's old-favourite Chicken-Stock Rice w/Shells, now — it will involve rice-a-roni's chicken broccoli rice and four-cheese rice..<br />
..some additional chicken stock. . . . .and Shells.<br />
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of course.<br />
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i look forward to giving that a whirl, some time.<br />
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´wish me luck, y'all.<br />
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and i'll chat you in a few months or so.<br />
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(p.s. — be kind to your Merchandise Stockers: or we will murder you.<br />
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l.o.l.<br />
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<span style="color: red;">♥ ♥</span>)Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-59196681095706361942010-10-14T06:49:00.003-04:002010-10-14T22:15:48.989-04:00"that was Yesterday.<span style="font-variant:small-caps; font-family:Broadway; font-size:120%">"now yesterday is Gone.."</span><br />
<br />
..yesterday, the 13th.<br />
<br />
was that when i'd begun implementing the next phase of renovating this site's look?<br />
or was it the 12th¿<br />
<br />
(i believe it was the 13th.<br />
although it could have been the 12th, as well.)<br />
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<br />
and it seems..<br />
..those nice folks over at Blogger had, some time ago, finally realized that they needed to start thinking from outside of <i>The Box</i> — their giving us the ability to work with those Three Columns, themselves.<br />
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which is cool of them to do.<br />
<br />
(although i still had to go "behind the scenes" to tweak the maximum width of my blog, personally: 1000px just wasn't enough.<br />
<br />
thankfully i was able to remember how to do <a target="_blank" href="http://www.amazon.com/Adventures-Sherlock-Holmes-ebook/dp/B000JQU1VS?ie=UTF8&tag=thetriofrex-20&link_code=btl&camp=213689&creative=392969"><i>that much</i></a>..<br />
..but if i ever get the opportunity to resume posting on a semi-regular basis, i'm going to need to review a few things, in order to get me back up to speed with those elements of HTML which i had previously familiarized myself.<br />
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so, who knows?<br />
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either way, i hope you fuckers will finally start taking to my web logue — i mean, i'm not doing this strictly for m`health, y'know.Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-11827896848673502982010-08-02T12:22:00.000-04:002010-08-02T12:22:23.509-04:00Please, you-all: suffer from No Illusions, hence.For it means <i>naught</i>, the fact that there haven't been any updates, here, in years.<br />
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My eyes still watch over the proceedings..<br />
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..and my mind waits for a break in <u>your</u> silence.<br />
<br />
At any rate, I'm toying with the idea of changing my web logue's lay•out..<br />
<br />
..but, how to do That, without stripping away the three-columns i'd worked so hard on reïmplementing?Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-61485478655075511842009-08-13T13:18:00.003-04:002009-08-13T13:47:15.571-04:00in The Night...<span style="font-family:futura lt">...here unfolds, <em>the - - - - - - - - - Story <strong>ever told</strong></em>..<br /><br />..and somewhere far along this road i - - - - my soul: to you mother|fuckers that are so heartless.........</span><br /><br />.........and i do have <em>Some Stories</em>.<br /><br />i just hadn't had The Will to relate them.<br /><br />for all these months whereïn i'd maintained my Silence, i've been seeking <u>some</u> sort of Interaction with you-all, from my blog; although It is, indeed, but of a mere "penny a pound," i <em>still</em> say, after almost <span style="font-family:courier new;font-size:130%">3,000 Hits</span>, i should have more greeting me, at least once or twice every two weeks, than what i had been netting, up to this point: which, for the exception of one person, is <strong>nothing</strong>.<br /><br />bluntly.<br /><br />but It's cool; i'm not worried about this being Post|Humous Gold: more than anything, i might predict this as being a Body Of Work that some fuck|wit would deign try "using against me" once i finally begin <em>attaining some Notoriety</em>, via some of my other pursuits.<br /><br />(he might try It — i would fuck his shit up.)<br /><br />:-).<br /><br /><div align="center">~||~</div><br /><br />i have some stories to tell.<br /><br />but what motivation had i, to share?<br /><br /><em>even to this day</em>, my blog generates hits mostly only because of "philip-anthony rodriguez."<br /><br />(with his probable-Pank Ass.)<br /><br />such being the mind-set, and attention span, of my "patrons."<br /><br />but it's cool: for, one way or another, it shall be <u>i</u> who comes out on top.<br /><br />Indeed.Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-48221037652842139132009-01-01T20:55:00.005-05:002009-01-01T23:21:40.713-05:00Chocolate Reign:<span style="font-family:Futura LT">Some stay dry and others feel the pain.<br /><br /><em>Chocolate Reign</em>:<br /><br />The school books say it can't be here again.<br /><br /><em>Chocolate Reign</em>:<br /><br />History quickly crashing through your veins.</span><br /><br /><div align="center">~||~</div><br /><br /><em>tch</em>.<br /><br />i really don't know what to say.<br /><br />i guess i could say that i am merely Checkin' In.<br /><br />i do have a coupla Developing Stories that i would like to tell you..<br /><br />..but i <u>don't</u> believe it would be a good idea to divulge, quite just yet.<br /><br />(there are still three possible ways that one of my stories can go..<br /><br />but let's save That for later.)<br /><br />======<br /><br />i really don't see what the big draw is, for mr. terrance dean: he doesn't strike me as being extraördinarily attractive.<br /><br />he a'ight.<br /><br /><em>i</em> should be as able to get the guys he had been talking about in His Book, as he.<br /><br />(maybe The Fellas are just scared to approach me, because it look like i be finna tear some shit if they were to come at me with some Fag Shit, m'self?<br /><br />{oh.<br /><br />and we'll see who bends whom over.<br /><br />for, it would be a bloody fight if he thinks he's gonna run a train in <u>my</u> ass.})<br /><br />------<br /><br />and i, too, am like some people who read <em>Hiding In Hip Hop</em>: "what's the point?"<br /><br />the [nigger] didn't name any {relevant} names.<br /><br />that "oh, you'll know who he's talking about" shit ain't helpin' nothin'.<br /><br />i ain't for no guessin' games, when it comes to this.<br /><br />======<br /><br />alexyss k. tylor.<br /><br />i want to continue to see what she does.<br /><br />i think she is destined to do <em>something</em> Especial.<br /><br />if i can't give her anything else, she certainly has my spiritual support.<br /><br />======<br /><br />i guess i don't really feel like talking about much, at the moment..<br /><br />..but, as always, there are a great many things that i can share.<br /><br />maybe i do have my own Profound Mission that i am to carry out.<br /><br />:-).<br /><br />who knows?<br /><br />one thing is for certain: we are going to have to strike some sort of Balance between <em>spirituality</em> and <strong>reality</strong>. <br /><br />no one person's prayers are supposed to be anymore important that another's: two people pray for getting a certain job — one woman with a college degree and 3 years of relevant prior experience; one man who has but a mere G.E.D., an 82-point I.Q., and not much else going for him.<br /><br />who do you think is going to get hired?<br /><br />and why?<br /><br />because God felt one person was more deserving than the other?Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-7794232148126598942008-11-06T16:14:00.007-05:002008-11-10T12:21:14.114-05:00Barack Says:Ba<u>rack</u> <em>Says</em>:<br /><br />Barack <strong>Says</strong>:<br /><br />Barack says: "fuck y'all white niggas! **ah ha ha ha ha!**"<br /><br />======<br /><br />i mean, the republicans had been fucking up so badly that People of Sense who otherwise normally would have just sat back and watched shit continue to fall apart actually felt compelled to get their asses up and vote, this time around.<br /><br />it could have been anyone ... i mean i don't believe most of us voted for Barack, for his own merits.. ..it was more of our having gotten profoundly tired of the Republican Bull|Shit.<br /><br />(it <u>did</u> help his cause, that Mr. Obama seems like a substantially-more intelligent person.<br /><br />of course.)<br /><br />------<br /><br />it was unfortunate that his grandmother couldn't hang on long enough to see her baby get The Top Prize..<br />..but, astrologically, it probably had to happen that way.<br /><br />(meaning, that's how The Stars had to align themselves, in order ensure Barack's victory.)<br /><br />it is regrettable that she wasn't able to hold out until at least she'd seen The Victory with her own eyes.. ..but, maybe she let herself pass because she already was assured he'd become our newest president?<br /><br />------<br /><br />i still say that Barack/Hillary would have been a dream team.. <br />..for, even if someone were to assasinate them both, Nancy Pelosi would become the Prez by default.<br /><br />instead, it will be a White Man who'd fill in that seat..<br />..although...<br /><br />...i'm still convinced that it would be to The Whites advantage not to try anything funny.<br /><br />because i, too, would look for any reason to stab'n'slice any [flag-waving] Republican: especially one who'd deign gloat over Mr. Obama's murder.<br /><br />if only we could get the thug niggers to focus their energies on the right people, this time.....<br /><br />(added 7:28 a.m., 11/8/08)<br /><br />======<br /><br />i mean, obviously Rock has to watch his fuckin' back for White Terrorists.. ..but he might also want to ensure he stays on his Ps'n'Qs while he's in office, as much as possible: for, i know that there will be several million black people who will be pissed with him if he fucks shit up even worse than Georgie Boy ever had.<br /><br />blacks don't need their reputation fucked up any worse than it already is.<br /><br />and i know Whites merely look for even a <u>whisper</u> of a reason to crucify him.<br /><br />(if an intern even *looks* at ´Rack cross-eyed, it's going to be a Scandal.)<br /><br />so, keep your Nose clean, kind sir...<br /><br />(ended 7:35 a.m., 11/8/08)<br /><br />======<br /><br />this futon is sorta like a God Send for me.<br /><br />my back hasn't had any real complaints..<br />..i just need to get An Ultimate Mattress, some time...<br /><br />...one that is just like me: not too firm..<br />..not too soft. . . . .<br /><br />======<br /><br />i don't understand: why is it that the only full-time Stocking Positions that i can be offered, by safe|way, are all ones that aren't muther|fuckin' accessible by Regular Bus?<br /><br />this is bull|shit.<br /><br />as if i feel like tiring myself out before i even get there, after walking two or three miles from the closest possible bus|stop.<br /><br />fuck.<br /><br />======<br /><br /><em>I have no interest in butchering you, Sir.</em><br /><br />i'll tell you what: this new Castlevania game, certainly, has been giving me a run for my money!<br /><br />and Shanoa, certainly, is not who someone who'd i'd ever expect to be able to play as.<br /><br />which is just fine by me.<br /><br />things needed to be shook up.<br /><br />...<br /><br />furtherlymore: all that i have been seeing has merely given me more reason to want to see a new 2D Castlevania released on a GD-ROM (preferably for the Playstation 2, since that's the only current-gen console i have — although, certainly, it can be released on others as well).<br /><br />i would love to see a large-scale version of Order of Ecclesia.<br /><br />i have so many ideas...<br /><br />(added 7:35 a.m., 11/8/08)<br /><br />======<br /><br />one other thing i have a problem with is the guys, (who prefer to primarily act as "the inserting agent," {otherwise known as "The Top"}, between a given set of Sexual Participants), who feel that since no one is going to be messing around with their back|side, <em>they</em> aren't obligated to warsh back there, or only warsh at a bare-fuckin'-minimum.<br /><br />so when you go to give them oral sex, you smell their funky nuts <u>and</u> their funky arses.<br /><br />i cannot consider such an individual to be a "man" if he doesn't have the common sense <strong>or</strong> the common courtesy to clean that shit yet maintains his sense-of-entitlement_based desire to put his cock in everyone's faces.<br /><br />as if he is all that.<br /><br />with his dove-scented ass juices burning my god-damn nose.<br /><br />what audacity!<br /><br />======<br /><br />ever since i started this blog, i had been compelled to use "↕" to act as separator between Select Words — because the programming of this site apparently prohibited me from using "|" as i had been accustomed to, everywhere else.<br /><br />when i looked back at the original version of this post, around 7:20 this morning, i saw something interesting: the mid-slash that i accidentally, Out Of Habit, put between "safeway" was left intact, instead of having been deleted entirely.<br /><br />which compelled me to conduct a little experiment..<br /><br />..upon its completion, i discovered that i can, apparently, write in my blog much in the way that i am used to, now.<br /><br />i don't know when Blogger fixed that problem but, i am glad it's fixed.<br /><br />(ended 7:54 a.m., 11/8/08)Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-42210252057786160002008-09-26T06:46:00.013-04:002008-10-02T09:10:09.782-04:00the Imperfections of Rex. (1)something Big is about to go down.<br /><br />i don't know what.<br /><br />but it's coming.<br /><br />i can feel it.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />so, wednesday, i overcame one of my fears, and hang-ups.<br /><br />my hang-up of Asking Others For Help.<br /><br />my fear of not knowing how i will be expected to show gratitude for the charity i were to receive.<br /><br />i got my other father (yeah — my mom had children with another guy ── ´deal with it) to help me in my quest of acquiring: A Futon.<br /><br />(he readily agreed to it: <u>he's</u> the one who's been around in [our] life way more than my own father has, anyway.)<br /><br />(<em><strong>the futon</strong></em> seems to fit my current personality {and Needs} well; and the one i saw at Value City seemed pretty nice, indeed.)<br /><br />i wasn't able to get it on that day ... hopefully we can take care of that in a few short hours: he has a heavy-duty pick-up truck, after all — this to be the second time i needed to utilize it, in as many years.<br /><br />fortunately, there is a couch in the living room upon which i had been able to get my rest, the past couple of days; fortunately, i had gumption enough to <em>think</em> of Snoozing there: very easily, i could have found myself, once again, futilely sleeping on several sheets on the floor of my room.<br /><br />(that would be a prime example of what i'd deem <strong><em>meaningless sacrifice</em></strong>, by the way — that for which no one would remark, "wow, look at that poor guy: he's trying not to [impose upon his mother] by doing this; how admirable!".)<br /><br />------<br /><br />at any rate, i will be calling him up in an hour and some change, so that i might arrange to take a look at his computer: he told me, on our way back to my house, wednesday afternoon, about the struggles he has with it.<br /><br />i am almost certain he was hinting at something by doing so..<br />..and i did something uncharacteristic by taking the bait, telling him i would try what i can.<br /><br />he wanted me to come that night..<br />..stating that he'd take me to work afterwards, as a trade.<br /><br />:-).<br /><br />but he was not able to execute that plan before i needed to head out. <br /><br />(i will, perhaps, find out why that happened, soon.<br /><br />{i conjecture he fell asleep, or some↕such.})<br /><br />it might be better this way, though: i do the triage on his computer, then we pick-up the futon.<br /><br />(i like the rain, but i hope it won't get my shit all wet, and shit.<br /><br />apparently it's stopped — at least for now.)<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />after .. all <em>these</em> years, Clay finally.. ..´fesses up, huh?<br /><br />even <span style="font-family:copperplate gothic bold;color:#3E3535;background:white">The Deaf & Blind</span> were like <u>this</u> talkin' about "well, jeez: for how much longer was that mother↕fucker gonna go on pretendin' he was a carpet↕muncher?".<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />maybe you've noticed it; maybe not.<br /><br />but, lately, i have taken to another format for communicating some of my many thoughts to you-all.<br /><br />this, because i haven't had the [????] to tell Stories.<br /><br />when might the next time be, that i just Wyl` Out?<br /><br />that is a good question.<br /><br />------<br /><br />as has been said before: good things, sometimes, come in Little Packages.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i think that the main problem with my last two attempts of Chicken Soup was, i had used too many carrots — thereby imparting a very-much-so undesired sweetness to them.<br /><br />i will make sure to tone that shit down, next time.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i think i had a premonition about It, even all those months ago, when the captain of us <span style="font-family:impact;color:white;background:blue">night-time grocery stockers</span> first asked me, jokingly, if i would ever want to take on her job (since i was—rightfully so—complaining about the travails of my own position).<br /><br />------<br /><br />i have to fill in for the guy who normally stocks Frozen Food (a different department) while he's on vacation (for 8 days); i <em>don't</em> have to do everything he does..<br />..but i certainly am required to write orders for all food↕stuffs i {feel i} need; try to keep The Frozen Box orderly; perform a <em><span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="i know. i know. don't worry about it. just know it is, apparently, **super important** for us in the Grocery Super-Market Business to do.">BRI-Solo</span></em>; put up Price <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="it only needs to be done once a week.. ..but, in this store, it can take up to a whole night to finish. especially for me, since i couldn't know the precise location of *individual* items...">Tags</span>.<br /><br /><br />more or less, i'm on my own, over there.<br /><br /><br />more or less, i'm being charged with executing a few of the key responsibilities that the captain of us grocery stockers has. <br /><br />------<br /><br />our grocery manager has been admonishing me quite a bit, over the past few weeks!<br /><br />i had never went through anything like it before.<br /><br />(as a consequence: over the past two {soon to be <strong>three</strong>} weeks, The Vein in my left-eye↕lid had been convulsing, as in a sort of Nervous Tic: it's been kinda a worrisome time for me.)<br /><br />as soon as i see her approach me with another Member of the Management Team, i already know i'm going to hear something fucked-up, regarding some inconsequential infraction of mine.<br /><br />what's galling is, everytime that happens, it feels like all the things i've been through, in trying to help get my store looking good, is just thrown from out of the window.<br /><br />i haven't talked about <em>that</em>, Here, either..<br />..but i get the feeling i've done things that not many other regular food clerks with less than two years on the <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="in january, Two Years shall have passed">job</span> have (and it started way before i had even reached the twelve-month mark, there).<br /><br />on <strong>top</strong> of the fact that, ever since <span style="background:black;color:#ff0000;font-family:impact;">Gas Prices Started Jumping</span>: on average of 3 out of 4 weeks in a month, i was given only 2 or 3 days to work.<br /><br />(i be coming back to all sorts of changes, after i return from my many extended absences — stuff i'm apparently supposed to just magically know had been integrated, too.<br /><br />{only, due to my decent Technical Ability, it really doesn't take me that long to acclimate m'self to all the newness, anyway.})<br /><br />.....<br /><br />but the X-Factor continues being <span style="background:yellow;color:red;font-family:impact;letter-spacing:1px">Albertas</span>.<br /><br />bluntly, he is a Pestilence amongst us.<br /><br />(this is one thing about The Union i don't like: there is a rule that "people with seniority" get preferential treatment — i.e., <em>more days-per-week</em>.<br /><br />no matter their <strong>actual</strong> deservingness for it.)<br /><br /><br />he is too slow.<br /><br />he stocks sloppily.<br /><br />he is not willing to step up and help.<br /><br />he doesn't want to use his brain to figure shit out.<br /><br />he is a drama queen: in that, when he <em>does</em> put away the pallets of Perishable Order (dairy department; meat department; produce department) that arrive in the early morning into their respective coolers, he <u>has</u> to go put on his sweat↕shirt, or even a full-fledged [coat] first..<br /><br />..even during the summer!!<br /><br />(even though, ideally, one is not supposed to spend more than 2-minutes at a time in a cooler...<br />...with the actual average being no more than 15-40 seconds: to drive the pallet of items into the room; position it <strong>neatly</strong> then set it down; come back out to do the next one.)<br /><br />(moreover: on those rare occasions where he is tasked to put up stock for the dairy department {"rare" because, putting it lightly, Management already knows that he is not the best candidate for acting as a Substitute anyplace else}, he has to don either of those same threads i just mentioned — but i guess <em>because</em> he moves so slowly, Albertas might very well just catch a chill from being in that area of the store, huh?)<br /><br /><br />it truly is beyond me how he continues to stay on our team.<br /><br /><br />a store is supposed to worry about maximizing Profits — not entertaining <em>Pity Cases</em>.<br />Albertas has long ago borne himself useless..<br />..almost no one i talk with <span style="font-variant:small-caps">at the job</span> has good things to say about him.<br /><br />(much more so than what might ever be said about me behind my own back, anyway.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:140%">☺</span>.)<br /><br />i hear he's been a stocker for 8 years now.<br /><br />even as a part-timer (and we did have a long stretch where no regular stocker had fewer than <span style="border:dashed red">4</span> days to work, too), he should have learned his trade adequately, by now.<br /><br /><br />he is my fucking senior.<br /><br /><br />but i bet he hasn't been entrusted with even a quarter of the tasks i have, during my own relatively-short tenure with Safeway.<br /><br /><br />i bet he hasn't been threatened nearly as often as i, either: it appears, the more i give, the more they want to take.<br /><br />(a lot seems to be expected from out of me!)<br /><br />they still don't seem to realize that I am the remaining person, behind the Captain, who actually knows what he's doing, and have a capability of <em>learning</em> even <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="(the key is, Management needs to ensure that i am *shown* what to do — not throw me out to the wolves, presuming i know what to do... ...not continue throwing me through me some Crash Course — which is usually Incompatible with my ingrained learning-style anyway)">more</span>.<br /><br />------<br /><br />when Adrian, finally, had his transfer from out of this store <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="even though it should have been a Firing, instead...">granted</span>, guess what happened?<br /><br />yep.<br /><br />we were given what, basically, is the black-equivalent of <span style="background:yellow;color:red;font-family:impact;letter-spacing:1px">albertas</span>.<br /><br />only, this fella (for now) has <em>some</em> excuse for his own short-comings, in that—i believe—he started Stocking only at the beginning of this year, and probably never had more than 3 days, per week, to get used to this occupation's rigours — both physical and psychological.<br /><br /><br />the real point i'm making is, we needed to acquire someone <u>with</u> skill.<br /><br /><br />no matter if my store is currently amongst the worst-performers, in terms of profit..<br />..we still sell enough product where it'd be to our advantage to have a dude or a chick who can put up between 130 - 170 cases-per-shift, even if the person still isn't fully acclimated with our layout.<br /><br /><br />(yes.<br /><br />of course i know that High-Level Management From Safeway Might Read This, if no one else would.<br /><br />but what are you going to do?<br /><br />fire me for exposing your faults?<br /><br />i know i'm not paying all this money-a-week, to this Union i spoke of earlier, just to be terminated for something punk-assèd like <em>that</em>.<br /><br />{and don't think i wouldn't be able to recognize when you'd try wreaking your vengeance on me with some indirect Nit↕Pick Shit, either.<br /><br />i'm hip to that little tactic.})<br /><br /><br />=-=<interrupt>=-=<br /><br /><br />it's always amusing, to me, to hear about Mass Food Poisonings stemming from church functions.<br /><br />not what happened to the people but, rather, the fact <u>that</u> it happened, to <em>whom</em> it happened.<br /><br />i honestly do not believe this would be a sanctioned-method of God's to express [his] happiness with [his] <span style="font-variant:small-caps">loyal subjects</span>.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />there is a pattern to my writing style.<br /><br />i'd just prefer it if you'd try figuring it our for yourselves, before laying your criticism on my abilities..<br /><br /><br />(there's nothing wrong with not knowing, immediately, what you have in front of you..<br />..i have to back-track with my own shit, sometimes.<br /><br />:-D.<br /><br />it's just a matter of me expressing my respect for the intellectual capabilities of my audience.<br /><br />my audience of, currently, no one besides the few chuckle↕heads who spend less than 20-seconds looking at <strong><em>Gaki no Tsukai</em></strong> and <strong><em>Philip Anthony-Rodriguez</em></strong>.)<br /><br /><br />..on the other hand, sometimes it is my intent to Create Dialogue with you..<br />..i <em>want</em> you to ask me Questions.....<br />.....as long as you won't try using your newly-acquired knowledge against me, later.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i like Barenaked Ladies®.<br /><br />so, when i heard that the dude with the glasses (steven page) was, earlier this summer, busted with cocaine..<br /><br />..i was kinda disheartened.<br /><br /><br />i never would have imagined it.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />speaking of: something about Earth, Wind & Fire's <em>can't hide love</em>..<br />..you have no idea what that song does to me.<br /><br />especially when i play it at a slowed tempo.<br /><br /><br />and then i have <span style="font-variant:small-caps">Baby Boy: Da Prince</span>'s <em>monday, tuesday, wednesday (a proposal song)</em>.<br /><br />i'm not the dude who feels a need to have [shit] playing in the background when i'm having <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="“once every 4 months,” huh?">sex</span>.<br /><br />period.<br /><br />but if i were to..<br />..this would be one of the rare few songs to receive such an honour.<br /><br /><br />(as a matter of fact, i'm finna make that into a Ring↕Tone.)<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />safeway's.. ..got a lot of fucking nerve.<br />to tell [<u>me</u>] that [<strong><em>i</em></strong>] should stop shopping at competitor's stores.<br /><br />´da fuck out of here.<br /><br />for starters, i'm one of the many part-time employees who's been getting screwed the fuck out of, these past several months; secondly, do <u>you</u> know what this trumpeted Employees' Discount of ours entails?<br /><br /><br />yes.<br /><br /><br />we get a 10% discount.<br />on their generic, off-brand, Store Shit that almost no one wants.<br /><br />(on top of <em>that</em>: out of the many Private Label-items distributed by safeway, only a few qualify for the price reduction.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:140%">???</span>)<br /><br /><br />y'all.. ..believe you're doing us a favour with that crap?<br /><br /><br />you in Corporate Head↕Quarters have a lot of fuckin' nerve: i bet y'all [crackiz] don't shop at your own fuckin' stores yourselves!<br /><br />to tell people who are ... getting fucked-over by your very own policies what they need to do with the limited amount of money they manage to get from out of you-all.<br /><br />´cock-suckin' bastards.Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-9078339474943369172008-09-22T06:39:00.018-04:002008-09-22T17:30:59.350-04:00Subject Synopsis:i want to remind you not to confuse any inability you might have in apprehending what i put down here as <span style="border:dotted red">my</span> inability to write properly<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />indeed, <span style="color:#F6358A">Mother, dearest</span> <em>did</em> "commandeer" my thesaurus; i cannot say i am entirely happy about it.<br /><br />i didn't know that my living with her meant, somehow, i automatically lost my right to keep my shit (because she has "commandeered" other things of mines, as well), as well as my privacy.<br /><br />it's not as if i'm staying here for free; and, verily, i <strong>had</strong> been giving up extra monies besides whatever was due for Rent, Utilities, and Phone..<br />..and it wasn't Chump Change either.<br /><br />(that <u>besides</u> a sizable-percentage of my Earned Income Tax Credit.)<br /><br />------<br /><br />well, i'll do something about This, one way or another.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />son of a bitch: why does my shit keep getting ruptured??<br /><br />------<br /><br />my current air mattress was inflated for barely a <em>week</em> before springing a leak!<br /><br />the second-to-last managed to hang on for 3 months, before a pin-sized hole developed in it; the third-to-last, i believe 6 months.<br /><br /><br />´da <strong>fuck</strong> is up?!<br /><br />------<br /><br />now i am definitely going to be forced to buy a real bed; but i don't want shit that will have my already vulnerable back fucked-up even further...<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i love my Tasty↕Kake Krimpets®; this spice-cake_one is quite the <em>Taste Treat</em>©, too.<br /><br />but i had been yearning for a frosting-free version of this particular dessert-line, though — believe it or not, "reduced sugar" (and, by extension, <em>reduced sodium</em>) has, lately, been sounding like a much more attractive alternative to many of these food↕stuffs out here.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i am still having a problem claiming my muther↕fucking refund — i speculate i was picked for auditing not for anything *i* did, but precisely because the Government Coffer was already overextended from its fooling with the fucking "war" in iraq (amongst other <span style="font-variant:small-caps">fiscal unscruples</span>) and so were trying their best to find any old excuse not to pay-the-fuck-up what they owe me and, presumably, thousands of others.<br /><br />in my case, it's just little Nit↕Pick Shit which the <strong><em>tax examiner</em></strong> has been going after — i was never definitively told,<br /><br /><span style="color:black;background:#ffff00;">no, Rex — fuck <u>you</u>: you can't claim shit because we know for a fact that [. . . . .]</span><br /><br /><br />. . . . .it's been, <br /><br /><br /><span style="color:black;background:#ffff00;">oh, well: you need to submit <u>this</u> document and <em>that</em> document, which I actually did not tell you you needed to give me, before</span>: <span style="color:black;background:#ffff00;">i see where you were going when you gave me <strong>this</strong> to mull over..<br />..but it doesn't quite satisfy the Arbitrary Restriction which i had put in place for you to overcome.</span><br /><br />------<br /><br />most of the reason you hadn't read me complain about this more is, <u>i</u> had the Fore↕Sight & Restraint not to go buy shit <em>in anticipation of</em> monies i did not yet have placed into my bank account; don't get me wrong: i <strong>definitely</strong> have had <span style="font-variant:small-caps">Plans</span> since late last year..<br /><br />..but, what good is placing myself into further debt for stuff that can continue to wait?<br /><br />relatively-speaking, i had been "going without" for a long time; since i am used to not having all the shit i want, i am more able to bide my time.<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i'd get behind eddie griffin more if he'd just lay off this homophobic crap (his fights is with Whites, not with the guys who mostly don't even like him "like that" anyway, and their female counterparts)<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i'd masturbate more if i had the option of ejaculating fluid which, say, evapourates completely upon contact with air; for, otherwise, i just hate dealing with <span style="background:black;color:#ff0000;font-family:impact;">The Resulting Mess</span>: you do know that any semen which remains in the urethra after all ejaculatory pulsings have completed will eventually leak from out of your penis, and onto whatever you have over your <span style="background:gold;color:blue">Private Area</span> at that time, right?<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />once again, activities of the wealthy (or, more important, those who were <em>aspiring</em> to be Wealthy) impact the wallets of the struggling — yet these rich (and <span style="color:black;background:white;font-family:Impact"><em>wanna-be</em> rich</span>) bastards get to receive a profound form of Welfare while the rest continue to get that proverbial <span style="font-variant:small-caps">poke-in-eye</span><br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i too think obama really should have picked hillary to be his vice-president — even if they would have started out hating each other (more because Society told them they should, than for any actual <em>personal</em> reasons), i do feel they might have had a strong psychological chemistry, from which they could have bounced all sorts of ideas from off each other ── they could even have had a three-way with bill, eventually<br /><br />:-)<br /><br />------<br /><br />alternatively, i hope that <span style="color:pink;background:red;font-family:impact">The Women of the United States</span> know better than to back mr. M<sup>c</sup>Cain just because he has Sarah — y'all needn't be voting with your hearts but with your Heads ── as i seem to recall, the core values of the current iteration of Republicanism mostly aren't pro-woman..<br />..it's a Double Whammy for <span style="color:pink;background:red;font-family-variat:small-caps">the ladies</span> because most republicans also are conservative: an ideology-set that can be misogynistic, as well<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />why do they say "suspects" when it is known that a crime was definitely committed<a href="http://rex.ganymede.googlepages.com/Semi-Quest.bmp" target=_blank><img src="http://rex.ganymede.googlepages.com/Semi-Quest.bmp" alt="" /></a> they really should start saying "{the police are looking for the }perpetrators," <span style="font-family:impact;color:silver;background:black">In The News</span><br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i should like to think that any given terrorist needn't take to the sky to kill Quantities of People: he needs only find a couple or a few compatriots to equip some high-combustion explosives onto; walk into any given Air↕Port Terminal; <span style="background:white;color:#cc0000;font-family:impact">**ka-pow**</span>; to accomplish the same amount of bedlam.<br /><br />for, i do not believe that there is vigour'us screening for one to <em>enter</em> an Air↕Port Terminal Area..<br />..which, itself, is very unfortunate.<br /><br />it seems so obvious to try nipping the problem at its bud..<br />..but no one's set up any Preëmptive Measures to counteract such mischief<br /><br /><br />======<br /><br /><br />i've heard it said that we americans are not too keen on using Diesel because of our perceptions of it; i've also heard it said that due to advancements in engineering, most of those perceptions are basically <em>null</em>, now.<br /><br />i've heard it said there is a vehicle which, at its optimum, can get around 65 miles-per-gallon_of_gas_available using the latest incarnation of Diesel Fuel; i've also heard it said It won't be getting sold in america because.. ..our people are dumb asses.<br /><br />------<br /><br />incidentally, if the government, say, <em>forced</em> you to use that fuel, then you'd just have to get over your prejudices & fears, now won't you-all?<br /><br />you'd be amazed, then, at all the other Arbitrary Requirements & Restrictions that our presiding body has in place..<br /><br />..that which we <u>should</u> be compelled into practicing, we're not.<br /><br />------<br /><br />if what i've heard about Clean Diesel is true..<br />..then there should have been wide-spread utilization of that a long time ago.Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-82524581131222470212008-09-19T15:07:00.022-04:002008-09-22T10:00:55.926-04:00deleted scenes: the Ruminations of Rex, ed. 1 — take 1.<br /><span style="background:white;color:green;font-family:courier new;font-variant:small-caps">**action**</span><br /><br />======<br /><br />do you know who {most of} the people are who disagree with Joe Biden's assessment that it would be the patriotic thing for the Well-Off to do by going ahead and absorbing a <span style="font-family:copperplate gothic light">tax hike</span> while allowing there to be a decrease in burden borne by .. the rest?<br /><br />(need I even say it?)<br /><br /><div align="center">~↕↕~</div><br />once again, i am able to enjoy the view of the sky from my room, as i type: on this day, i think i should note, <u>these</u> clouds don't seem in an especial-hurry.<br /><br /><br />not↕withstanding, but how i wish i could just lie on one of them for a few hours, to continue remarking at <em>all</em> i'd be able to see, up there...<br /><br /><div align="center">_\↕/_ _\↕/_</div><br />overall, i can't really complain about my current Domestic Situation: i only suffer through a few nags, and miscellaneous pokes, here.<br /><br />and it is because of this Relative Tranquility i am able to look out of my window without worrying that some bastard is <em>chomping</em> at his bits to disturb me, most of the time.<br /><br /><div align="center">~↕↕~</div><br /><span style="font-size:140%">☺.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:mingliu">ummo..</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family:mingliu">..<em>unno</em>. . . . .</span><br /><br />. . . . .i guess he, simply, had made a miscalculation.<br />one which, upon my reflecting, a day later, on the resulting <span style="background:white;color:#cc0000;font-family:impact">Unfortunate Event</span>, would start to strike me as being rather humour'us.<br /><br /><div align="center">_\↕/_ _\↕/_</div><br />that saturday which i just got through telling y'all about in a previous entry was also the saturday where i was <span style="background:blue;color:gold;">Being Good</span>, minding my own business in <em>the living</em> <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="i can't actually call it a ''living room''..."><em>area</em></span> while EZ E was [----], downstairs: i was actually into watching <em>the Black List</em> — an HBO Special i had read about on <span style="font-family:impact;color:silver;background:black">Black Voices</span> (an AOL <strong>Media Feature</strong>).<br /><br />EZ E's house↕mate, whom i'll deem <em>LL Cool <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="(the fellow who made the fried rice and was gracious enough to give me some of it to take to work">L</span></em>, came up to get something (coffee, if i am not mistaken), and chit-chat with <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="(it was during this time he told me about his Condition, by the wayO">me</span>.<br /><br />after a while, EZ E himself joined us, also partaking of the coffee that he personally made; etc.<br /><br /><br />the two of them had their conversation,—speaking at a volume that obviously evinced no particular regard for my actually being engaged with the program i had on the <a name="6S">tellie</a><sup><a href="#179">(♫)</a></sup>,—and, if memory serves, they both eventually went back to their respective areas, downstairs.<br /><br /><div align="center">_\↕/_ _\↕/_</div><br />after a while, LL and E returned to the living area — LL dressed to go out, E still dressed in his <span style="color:red;background:pink;font-family:verdana">Players' Robe</span>.<br /><br />Cool L departed as expected, Mr. E having already taken his seat with me on the couch.<br /><br /><br />it <u>might</u> just be my imagination, but i'd swear that this individual <strong><em>must</em></strong> have been feeling rather Amour'us: i could not keep his head away from my <span style="background:gold;color:blue">Private Area</span>.<br /><br />(the fucking pervert.)<br /><br />------<br /><br />at any rate, that's how it was: me holding him (as how Cuddle Monsters should), as i was trying hard to exhibit <strong>some</strong> form of my rarely-displayed [----] Pride via watching that god-damn programme; after a few minutes of this, EZ E decided i should slick him up and massage him — to that end.. ..he went downstairs, retrieved his favourite Massaging <a name="6T">Liquid</a><sup><a href="#180">(♫)</a></sup>, came back to where i was, took off his <span style="color:red;background:pink;font-family:verdana">Players' Robe</span>,—thereby allowing me to see him in his <span style="background:#151B8D;color:white">Turkish Blue</span>-jockstrap, once again,—and laid on his stomach.<br /><br />i was relatively-fixed where i was, sitting on the couch; EZ E wanted me to start on his broad back, so he faced himself towards me — using that as a convenient excuse to rest his skull on my crotch ── but as it so happened, Mr. E had earlier "commanded" me to be fully dressed while in the 1st (and penultimate) floor of his house, so as to not offend the sensibilities (or.. ..<em>incite the Lusts</em>?) of any Passers' By.<br /><br />...<br /><br />which means there were to be no Suckings of <em>My Cock</em> while his face was in that area.<br /><br />(meanwhile, i was doing my best not to let that all of that distract me from listening to all the stories and absorbing all the messages that these Influential Black Americans were sharing.<br /><br />{i did get to watch it to its end, though The Lively Environ made me miss quite a bit of data...})<br /><br /><br />*ahem.*<br /><br /><br />when he felt satisfied that i had moisturized his back, sufficiently, he next bade me lotion up his legs and, i suppose by extension, his <span style="font-variant:small-caps">Buttocks</span>.<br /><br /><br />i did so.<br /><br /><br />given that his attire consisted only of a <span style="background:#151B8D;color:white">Jock Strap</span>, obviously i was compelled to engage in some <span style="background:black;color:#ff0000;font-family:impact;">Counter Mischief</span>; my left-thumb having had the most-worn_down nail. . . . .<br /><br /><div align="center">_\↕/_ _\↕/_</div><br />. . . . .of course, it was precisely during this time where [{i was}] enjoying [{my}sel{f}] most when LL Cool L unexpectedly returned.<br /><br />:-D<br /><br />actually, my ears picked up L's foot↕steps around 1.01-seconds before he opened the rear door — so i was able to extract my thumb long before his own "Sensibility" could have been "offended"; EZ E, himself, must have been deep in It, because he didn't instantly teleport into an upright-position <u>until</u> that door had announced the intruder's presence.<br /><br /><shrug><br /><br />i had never seen the big muther↕fucker move so quickly, before.<br /><br />it seemed like he was finna suffer a Heart Attack, was how adverse his 1-second reaction struck me.<br /><br />of course, <span style="border:inset white;background:black;padding:0px 3px">i</span> wasn't fazed: based on how the door was opened, my subconscience was already fairly-confident it wasn't going to be A Hostile Force eventually stepping across the thresh↕hold; after <em>that</em>, i knew there could have been but only so many possibilities, whoever our unexpected company was going to be — i was fairly-confident, that person probably would not have cared if we were both actually Buck Nekkid™, bonin'..<br /><br />..he probably would have said something to the effect, "¿enjoying ourselves much, are we<a href="http://rex.ganymede.googlepages.com/questimma..bmp" target=_blank><img src="http://rex.ganymede.googlepages.com/questimma..bmp" alt="my amalgamation of the Comma and the Question Mark" title="in case you were wondering: i had already came up with this idea years ago ... i just never got to use it publicly before." /></a>" and then went about with his business while we, respectfully, waited for the individual to complete it before resuming ours.<br /><br />:-).<br /><br />´nigger wasn't paying us no mind — i mean, if i gotta feel scared about being judged or rebuked for having my bit of Intimate Fun by another <span style="font-variant:small-caps">msm</span>, then: there is going to be <span style="background:yellow;color:red;font-family:impact;letter-spacing:1px">a problem</span>.<br /><br /><br />anyway.<br /><br /><br />i felt Mr. E needed some calming <a name="6U">down</a>,<sup><a href="#181">(♫)</a></sup> so i bade <u>him</u> <span style="font-family:impact;color:black;background:silver">Resume The Position</span> and rubbed his glutes som'more, hopefully imparting my implication that what happened was of little consequence to <span style="border:inset pink;background:red;color:pink">me</span>.<br /><br />(´no need to re-don the <span style="color:red;background:pink;font-family:verdana;font-variant:small-caps">Players' Robe</span>.)<br /><br />then i made the fucker quiver some more with my previous <span style="font-family:copperplate gothic bold;color:#3E3535;background:white">Mischevious Undertaking</span>.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><hr /><br /><a name="179">(♫)</a> (<a href="http://rex.ganymede.googlepages.com/Sadly..bmp" target="_blank"><img src="http://rex.ganymede.googlepages.com/Sadly..bmp" alt="Sad Face" target=_blank title="i drew this up in Paint myself" /></a>.<a href="#6S" style="border:solid green">)</a><br /><a name="180">(♫)</a> (yes, it was a <a href="#6T">Viscous One</a>.)<br /><a name="181">(♫)</a> (but, given his Usual <a name="6U-a">Disposition</a>,<sup><a href="#181a">(♪)</a></sup> it pro'ly wasn't <a href="#6U">necessary</a>...)<br /><br /><div align="center"><div style="width:350px;height:0.1px;border:3px dashed black;"></div></div><br /><a name="181a">(♪)</a> (a rather <em>frisky</em> one, if i might proclaim so, <a href="#6U-a">myself</a>...)Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-46246979954561535982008-09-16T10:52:00.013-04:002008-09-17T05:57:53.201-04:00“Gee Willikers”i feel kinda bad, talking only about all this negative stuff.<br /><br />(<strong><em>ironic</em></strong>, yes?)<br /><br /><br />for, surely, Life is not all <span style="font-variant:small-caps;font-family:copperplate gothic bold;font-size:140%">Piss'n'Vemmiker</span>.<br /><br /><u>right</u>?<br /><br />------<br /><br />even if it was kinda a "cheat": there is still much commendation to bestow upon that german shepherd who knew enough to call for the Paramedics when his [????], Joseph Stalnaker, experienced another of his paralytic seizures.<br /><br /><br />(now, <u>Buddy</u> is the kind of dog i believe i would want to have by my side:<br /><br /><span style="margin-left:200px">a</span><br /><br /><div align="center"> <span style="font-family:copperplate gothic bold;font-size:140%;background:gold;color:brown">Ride or Die</span></div><br /><div align="right"><span style="margin-right:200px">dog.)</span></div><br /><br /><div align="center">_\↕/_ _\↕/_</div><br />and, on another side of the spectrum: more than a few previously-smug {white} folks found themselves jobless when The Lehman Brothers' Conglomorate had, more or less, folded, yesterday.<br /><br />:-).<br /><br />so maybe they, too, now, can experience what it's like having to choose between paying for medicine or for Food, for the month.<br /><br />having to wait out Profound Tooth↕Aches because you don't know <em>what</em> someone might charge you to extract those mother↕fuckers.<br /><br />(am <u>i</u> bitter and vindictive?<br /><br />you're god-damnéd straight i am.<br /><br />and, in considering the circumstances: i know i am more than justified in reserving the right to feel so — indubitably.)Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-78146781204120213612008-09-15T00:37:00.020-04:002008-09-22T00:31:12.422-04:00do You know? do I know?(´beats the very fuck from out of me.)<br /><br />======<br /><br />cripes.<br /><br />it feels like i am experiencing a much more damaging form of Writers' Block.<br /><br />------<br /><br />on the bright side, i believe i have a Thesaurus some↕place around here..<br />..i mean, i hope my mom didn't "commandeer" it, during one of all those times when she had rooted through my things.<br /><br />(why did she do that, anyway?<br /><br />what was she hoping to find?)<br /><br />------<br /><br />i am also afraid that my word-/expression-range is ... severely limited.<br /><br />but this is a consequence of me preferring to stay away from <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="(which i cannot handle very well, as it so happens..)">Abstracts</span>, {and not having an especially-active imagination}, isn't it?<br /><br />there isn't much i can do about it at the moment; so, as a way to augment my output in spite of my inadequacy, i had been thinking about ... transcribing at least <u>one</u> of my many Journals for your perusal here.<br /><br />and it might be fitting if i utilize the very first Chronicle i penned..<br />..only, i must hope it is still viable: considering i wrote it in pencil.<br /><br />back in 1994.<br /><br />or so.<br /><br />let's see...<br /><br />.......<br /><br />´summer of 1995.<br /><br />:-D<br /><br />(it's in relatively good shape, still; my handwriting isn't too great..<br />..but this was before i began wearing The Glove.)<br /><br />======<br /><br />well, you see: when i returned to the work↕site, monday night, i spied a dime lain on one of the tables in the break room; i took it.<br /><br />but i relented,—hearkening back once more to The Warnings <span style="color:#F6358A">mother, dearest</span>, instilled in me regarding this exact sort of <em>si'chiachun</em>,──putting the coin back where i found it.<br /><br />the next morning, after work, on my way to the bus↕stop, there was a dime lying on the street.<br /><br />------<br /><br />evidently, Something wanted me to have 10¢; i took it.<br /><br />and i kept strolling to the bus.<br /><br />======<br /><br />incidentally, i always have to wonder over how many of the dollar bills i get have ever been placed down someone's cleavage, or genitals:<br /><br />if i might eventually get a contact high from handling these currency units which had been used to snort drugs.<br /><br />======<br /><br />what's the point of having someone wear <span style="font-variant:small-caps">Bullet-proofed Armor</span>? (i myself would merely use a shot↕gun, to blast off {a chunk of} the head, if i feel i cannot strike a lethal area of my target with one or two bullets propulsed from a standard-caliber fire↕arm.)<br /><br />======<br /><br />you know what would be cool?<br /><br />is if all the thugs started wearing Suits.<br /><br />like in the old days.<br /><br />(i mean.. ..most of the crimes that 40 Street Bangers can commit in six months will almost always pale in comparison to an atrocity that 4 White Collar Bastards can enact in 6 mere days...<br /><br />...most of you just get taken in by the consequences that usually, mostly, show up immediately after a burglary or a mugging; the long-term consequences of the Daily Swindles escape your ire because you're not as able to formulate an emotional, visceral response to them.<br /><br />{yet you experience these Illicit Dealings' effects every waking and sleeping moment: those fuckers can rape you <em>with</em> all your clothes on, and intact.})<br /><br />so, when these Hoodlums & Malcontents start dressing up in standard-Wall Street Attire, {prejudiced, discriminatory} white people will have one fewer thing to lord over the people they themselves pigeon-holed, so many scores ago.<br /><br />actually, they will <em>lose</em> the ability to enjoy the ... rather superficial, <strong>art</strong>ificial plateau which donning such threads had previously bestowed them, wouldn't they<a href="http://rex.ganymede.googlepages.com/Coloquest..bmp" target=_blank><img src="http://rex.ganymede.googlepages.com/Coloquest..bmp" alt="" /></a> and what a change in dynamics <u>that</u> would present.<br /><br />======<br /><br />begrudgingly.. ..i will own up to you-all: that the guy upon whom i had previously sworn unbreakable, Eternal Vengeance, and had proclaimed would have further Severe Psychological Trauma visit upon his head, the next he blithely presumed himself into my company, was to be the same fellow whose arse i'd find myself fucking, saturday morning.<br /><br /><br />:-D.<br /><br /><br />what can i say?<br /><br />(tsotsumi.)<br /><br /><br />i <span style="border-bottom: dotted gold">had</span> to give the sum↕bitch an "A" for his efforts: in being the first to reëstablish contact betwixt the two of us, heralding a passable-accounting for {most of} his Extended Silence when doing so.<br /><br />(irregarding that circumstance, he still didn't account for his more-than-obvious lack of response to the last missive i sent him..<br /><br />{as long as he didn't summarily dismiss me because of his having come across some new guy he'd want to—futilely—focus all his time on...}<br /><br />..but, would it be too much a stretch if i were to presume That Matter will, one way or another, gain resolution?)<br /><br /><br />. . . . .<br /><br /><br />i don't suppose i could.. ..have just left him hanging, after he put himself Out There <em>on the line</em> as he had; i had some needs of my own, besides.<br /><br />------<br /><br />on the ride over to his apartment, he told me what i believe was another part of the reason he had.. ..shut himself off from me: his having become afear'd, once again, i was Falling In Love with him.<br /><br />(i immediately put him at rest with the assurance <em>that</em> was furthest from happening: in-so-far-as, i knew that, logistically, our forming and maintaining a <u>stable</u> {Monotonous} Relationship simply is not feasible.<br /><br />{i mean..<br />..i <em>could</em> love the fucker, but i would know better than compelling him into actual <span style="font-variant:small-caps">Emotional Monogamy</span> with me.})<br /><br /><br />i suppose, then, part of his apprehension stemmed from what i had been making <strong><u>him</u></strong> feel: his cerebral reaction to, in his opinion, my being <strong>loving</strong>, <strong>affectionate</strong>, and <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="amongst a couple of other rarely-utilized Compliments he bestowed upon me">attentive</span>.<br /><br />sentiments with which he regaled me, as i was messing around with him in his Bed.<br /><br />(i guess he wasn't quite sure how to deal with such lavishings, and had, for some odd reason, been too afraid to say anything to me about it.)<br /><br />.....<br /><br />and his reäction to my cock in his arse: <em>jeez</em>!<br /><br /><br />i mean..<br />..the number... ...of times he exclaimed to me how good he believed It felt, up there.<br /><br /><br />i know it had been a few weeks since last he was fucked, but, surely, i should not be lead to believe his experiencing such profound sensations can only be brought about by little old me?<br /><br />(´though he also told me he liked my body...<br /><br />...my facial attributes.....)<br /><br />i reck'n i gave him enough of a work↕out; i could have kept at it, if he hadn't had to Go Somewhere.<br /><br />...<br /><br />maybe <em>he</em> was trying to put to rest some of the concerns i had expressed, so many weeks ago...<br /><br />------<br /><br />i <u>can</u> declare, for certain, that it was nice, the unexpected thing which his house↕mate did for me: his having set aside some ... of the food he had prepared, that evening, for me to take to work, later that night: chicken-fried rice <em>con un toque de puertorriqueño</em>.<br /><br />(i do intend to return the "tupper↕ware" in which the food↕stuff had been placed, <em>washed</em>, the next time i return.<br /><br />in addition to the book which EZ E lent me.)<br /><br />(i would go on to find that i could not particularly care for the Plaintains he added on top..<br />..but every culture is different.<br /><br />and i can respect that.)<br /><br /><br />i did make sure to thank him, never-the-less, for his thoughtfulness: "you deserve a thousand blow↕jobs" for doing something like that for me..<br /><br />..the poor guy.....<br /><br />.....currently undergoing some Rending Pain, with kidney stones.<br /><br />(that is something which i would definitely wish on my worst enemy.)<br /><br /><br /><br />:-).<br /><br /><br /><br />having done all that, i still had a few minutes to spare, for the 3-bus.<br />(i was kinda nervous about having left out their house at 9:34, since buses run funnier on week↕ends..<br />..and i had a decent bit of a wait in store for me, indeed, ´pon my ´rival at the connecting Bus Stop; but it was okay, since the air was pretty nice — and i made it to work on time, too.)<br /><br />Instinct compelled me look to see which bus it was that was straggling directly behind the 20-line (the one i was going to board since it was destined to show up minutes before the 36-bus...<br />...instinct having borne <em>true</em>, on this occasion: the 36-bus arriving earlier than expected.<br /><br />and i was scrambling to that fucker, quite, for fear of its <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="(i didn't feel like walking the extra 5-minutes that would have been imposed upon me had i gotten on the 20)">pulling off</span> before i could flag the coach down: rude, fat-ass, cow-like [{nigger} muther↕fuckers] blocking my way, not discerning that, apparently, "someone was in a hurry"...<br />(...or, perhaps: uncertain, victim-like, <em>scared</em> bastards who were somewhat-immobilized with fear when confronted with someone who had <span style="font-variant:small-caps">that look on his face</span> heading towards them, frantically, for no apparent reason?)<br /><br />======<br /><br />i think i am getting closer to finding a name for them: one which should be substantially better than "native american," for sure!<br /><br />...<br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:copperplate gothic bold;color:#3E3535;background:white;font-size:140%">trans-Beringians</span>.</div><br /><br />until it is rendered <span style="border:inset black">Undoubtedly Irrefutable</span>, that They did <u>not</u> cross over to what eventually became known as The Americas, over from the eurasia region, so many millennia ago..<br />..then i will stick with something close to this — certainly, the reference to the Bering Strait has to be there.<br /><br /><br />while i'm at it..<br /><br />------<br /><br />..it's been said that a good, trans-beringian name for this land mass, pre-Vespucci, might be <br /><br /><div align="center"><span style="font-family:impact;color:white;background:blue;font-size:140%;font-variant:small-caps">Abya Yala</span>.</div><br />i am down for That.<br /><br />what do <strong><em>you</em></strong> think?<br /><br />======<br /><br />i sure do enjoy looking at these clouds just float on past me — their contrast against the blue sky ── clouds which, at the moment, move as if they have no particular destination in mind, yet, still have <u>someplace</u> they need to go, never-the-less.<br /><br />and they all look so close to me, indeed: as if i, too, can simply walk to the top of a sky↕scraper, reach out, and then grab away a piece of them.<br /><br />======<br /><br />unfortunately, i ... seem to have been struck with a Lazy Bug.<br /><br />so, forgive me if more of my upcoming posts seem lazy.<br /><br />:-D.<br /><br />(i am still learning this language just like y'all are.)Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-6314356858401430272008-09-12T12:19:00.010-04:002008-09-15T00:37:35.697-04:00next subject! (2)nathan lane looks handsome in a goatee, doesn't he?<br />i'm thinking specifically of his guest appearance in Sex and The City<br /><br />======<br /><br />white people complain about "poor people" welfare yet they gladly accept Corporate Welfare - government subsidies and tax breaks given to corporations that don't really need such discounts (including The Oil Companies)<br /><br />======<br /><br />cats annoy me/instinctual-perpetual sniffing "territory" as if they will discover something profound<br /><br />------<br /><br />ironically having to fix-up canned-cat food section early this week in order to be able to stock that section decently<br /><br />------<br /><br />reset crew not using common sense when working the pet-food area - always setting only one face for items that will be directly under shelf-hang<br /><br />======<br /><br />cute little former marine guy/truck driver for store: apparently was able to accurately discern age, wednesday morning, merely by looking at him for a few moments; person was amazed, looking as if i had somehow did something illegal to garner such information; was then asked what else i could see, merely by looking<br /><br />======<br /><br />am envious of guys with smooth legs - trimming pubic hair a pain<br /><br />======<br /><br />returned back to room yesterday (thursday); current local weather conditions seem to merit conversion - was compelled to wear [fatigue sweat|pants] so as to not catch a chill<br /><br />======<br /><br />phallocentricity to the point where people assume otherwise benign objects and designs are molded after a penis when, merely, it is just a matter of coincidence that the penis looks as it does: it being a good design for liquids delivery<br /><br />======<br /><br />last time you heard someone call his penis "thing"?<br /><br />======<br /><br />seemed like the more open i became to sexually interacting with others the more discriminated against i became <br /><br />======<br /><br />(no obama was not invoking a slur against palin with his lipstick comment; and even if he did, how can McCain et al feel they have any room to talk?)<br /><br />======<br /><br />ego: i would not give my life to rescue people who *know* they should not have been hanging around town in spite of hurricane ike - they should have known better<br /><br />------<br /><br />celebrating the drop in price of Oil/Gas too soon, were we?<br /><br />------<br /><br />there needs to be penalties imposed upon the surviving citizens who *willfully* disregarded Evacuation Orders<br /><br />======<br /><br />she spies!<br /><br />i miss that show<br /><br />======<br /><br />i have been compelled to invoke the term "asshole" at least 56-times a day, these past several years; people {also attempt to} insult my intelligence also at least as many times<br /><br />======<br /><br />flaky-layered buttermilk biscuits; dill_pickle-flavoured chips<br /><br />======<br /><br />to give Thoughts and Prayers/meaningless *and* empty sentimentality<br /><br />======<br /><br />deathly afraid of me losing my Spelling Abilities; other people's lexiconical inadequacies being a bad influence<br /><br />======<br /><br />Mental Illness vs. Mental Deficiency<br /><br />======<br /><br />actually, white people don't really like other white people either; who can they tolerate?Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-16788224808848622732008-09-10T12:43:00.013-04:002008-09-13T14:46:01.784-04:00yo te explíque, 2.heh.<br /><br />Jonathan Rogers.<br /><br />a former student of the baltimore polytechnic institute.<br /><br />he was supposed to graduate with me, back in the year 2000..<br />..but i don't think he did.<br /><br />i think he got himself expelled for bringing a knife to school (and actually getting caught with the muther↕fucker).<br /><br />well, anyway: <u>that</u> is the guy who haunts my dreams — who was one of two of the black males i've had Primary Crushes on.<br /><br />it is he who.. ..perplexes me.<br /><br />------<br /><br />i don't know what's happened with him since late 1999.<br /><br />if any of you know, please give me a holler.<br /><br />i am curious about him.<br /><br />is he still attractive?<br /><br />did he manage to keep himself with a good crowd?<br /><br />or, as i fear, had he already succumbed to The Street Life?<br /><br />======<br /><br />actually, i don't have a problem with the concept of church; it's just, that element of <span style="background:yellow;color:red;font-family:impact;letter-spacing:1px">Orthodox Religion</span> is what i believe does not belong with it.<br /><br />as i've said before: we need each other — there is no getting around that.<br /><br />merely, all churches should serve as a religion-neutral meeting place for guiding people into the <em>general</em> right path; otherwise, it can serve as a respite for those trying to stay out of trouble.<br /><br />...<br /><br />and, no, we don't need Reverend soliciting donations from anyone, either: how dare he build his fortune from off the backs of the already poor?<br /><br />what about the Vow of Poverty, and Humbleness?<br /><br />(as long as God is with him, whatever meager accommodations he has should be more than plenty: hot, clean, running water; a Bed; a Private Room; Food, etc.: these are all that is needed for a comfortable life.)<br /><br />======<br /><br />i used to pride myself on being a loner; i was profoundly misguided in my personal assessment, of course: i am not a loner.<br /><br />i fancied that i was, because i wanted to be "cool".<br /><br />(but, i need people.)<br /><br />such being one of {the} many pratfalls of {my} youth.<br /><br />it's not so much that i don't like being around people as it is, i know that there really are few people that i can find even a minimum of compatibility with.<br /><br />(this is because of my own unique personality Traits and Quirks.)<br /><br />i am probably too lazy to be able to fake my way into relationships..<br /><br />..i really am probably not a good liar.<br /><br />i am smart enough to know all of this, but not smart enough to know how i might surpass these hindrances.<br /><br />how do i overcome the overwhelming stupidity of my fellow man?<br /><br /><span style="font-size:140%">☺</span>.<br /><br />how do i overcome our having advanced ourselves so profoundly.. ..and so prematurely..<br />..and <u>incompletely</u>?<br /><br />======<br /><br />the poor atheists.<br /><br />i believe they reject the concept of there being (or having been) an entity who, for all intents and purposes, would be known as <em>God</em>.<br /><br />these atheists are headed in the right direction, but, they also are misguided: for, there are too many statistical similarities shared just between all the living organisms, alone, for me to be able to think that it was executed by Happen↕Stance.<br /><br />──────><br /><br />what does the exhaust from expended energy feel like? it is {almost} always <strong><em>hot</em></strong>, right?<br /><br />whether it's a human being sweating, or a computer venting..<br />______<br /><br />when almost anything bleeds, for starters, <span style="background:white;color:black">some</span> form of Life & Nourishment-carrying Fluid is escaping; after that shared characteristic, this fluid will be coloured <em>red</em>.<br />______<br /><br />almost every complexly-built living thing has a central nervous system: that which, if functioning properly, will certainly allow for them to feel fear, and pain, when stimulated under the proper conditions.<br /><──────<br /><br />i suppose you have taken for granted, the fact that things could be <u>very</u> different, if all had been left to chance, from the beginning.<br /><br /><br />there are so many variables.. ..this world could easily have undertaken an alternate path, long ago, if <strong>some</strong> Intervening Force hadn't taken control, and made the appropriate allocations & adjustments.<br /><br /><br />if it were to have been decided some people exhale grass, and some others exhale wood chips: if "normal" would be [the penultimate species] having been a combination of what would have been a lion, an ant, a peony, and concrete, with 7 functioning eyes growing out of the genitals, then it might have been so.<br /><br />for that matter: "eyes" might not even had been necessary; we could have been granted extra senses besides Smell, Touch, Audial, Taste, and Sight..<br /><br />..or no standard-living organism might have been granted any.<br /><br />basically, i am trying to paint for you a picture of how abstract this the occupants of this planet could have turned out.<br /><br />concepts and notions we had taken for granted, no longer relevant.<br /><br />------<br /><br />so, Atheists..<br />..you may continue to reject <u>man</u>'s conceptualization of <span style="color:#33ff33;CURSOR: hand;" title="i, neither, can believe that Jesus's skin can manage to stay white, while being over in the desert for sustained periods of time...">God</span>; but, i do not think it would be responsible of you to entirely reject the possibility for there having, at the very least, been, (as i like to deem the entity), a <span style="font-variant:small-caps">Master Creator</span>.<br /><br />that which, obviously, would be the master↕mind of Intelligent Creation.<br /><br />...<br /><br />so, one or both of the schools of thought is wrong, then: either we humans evolved from Apes or God crafted us, personally..<br />..or it's neither.<br /><br />i am still inclined to go with the amalgamation of the two theories..<br />..but i am finding it rather hard to believe my ancestor was once that which is prone to randomly-flinging its fæces.<br /><br />and, was it ever accounted for, the reason that those Primates, and their ilk, themselves, still exist?<br /><br />(i do not believe many predecessors were able to the survive <span style="font-family:times new roman">Progression of Time</span> <u>and</u> retain their original form..)<br /><br />..would God, personally, have intervened in such a way that, eventually, Humans would be the result of the procreations of those animals?<br /><br />(an all-seeing/all-knowing God must, necessarily, also be deemed a "rather sick fucker" to allow us to have taken the path we have..<br /><br />..there simply is no good reason to allow all of us to suffer through such pain as we do.)Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-73781261326406435992008-09-10T10:01:00.004-04:002008-09-13T14:47:46.301-04:00will you mother↕fuckers......stop thinking with your dicks and be decent enough at least leave a damn vote in one of my fucking Polls before you go zipping off?!<br /><br />i don't know what this "Philip" character has been doing these past few months to get himself as noticed as he apparently has been..<br />..but i am feeling much more used than i can be comfortable with, in your pursuit of gaining more information on him: information which currently seems very scarce.Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-9425881522109130822008-09-05T04:32:00.004-04:002008-09-06T09:31:36.777-04:00next subject!chicken/crickets/exotic cuisine<br /><br />======<br /><br />found-dime<br /><br />======<br /><br />angelina jolie/æon flux<br /><br />======<br /><br />tv revenue/poor people/commercials/rethinking implementation of HDTV<br /><br />======<br /><br />broccoli flowers<br /><br />======<br /><br />lottery/poor people tax/never see people in [urban areas] win publishers clearing house<br /><br />======<br /><br />sex_offender-glasses<br /><br />======<br /><br />power vested in one person/change resultant not possible unless in dictatorship<br /><br />======<br /><br />anti-societal vs. anti-social<br /><br />======<br /><br />sarah palin/tina fey; sarah palin x obamaRex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4551083159936514423.post-1077904563619019612008-09-01T15:47:00.017-04:002008-09-05T07:17:43.282-04:00the original Art of Fighting.</span></span><br /><span style="background:yellow;color:red;font-family:impact;letter-spacing:1px;font-variant:small-caps;font-size:130%">Herpetitis</span>:<br /><br />this is a disease which you do not want.<br /><br />this is a disease which you might assume certain prominent representatives of the "rock-and-roll"/"<span style="font-family:impact;color:black;background:silver">Heavy Metal</span>" genre carry, by default: that if they <em>don't</em> have <span style="background:yellow;color:red;font-family:impact;letter-spacing:1px;font-variant:small-caps;font-size:130%">It</span>, then they would otherwise be <u>ostracized</u> by their peers.<br /><br />------<br /><br />*ahem*<br /><br /><br /><div align="center">~↕↕~</div><br /><br />i suppose there has to be A Balance, huh?<br /><br />i mean..<br />..it <strong>is</strong> very okay to feel <span style="color:red;background:pink">Sexual Attraction</span> for peoples not of your own ethnicity (or.. ..<em>race</em>.....)...<br />...but, in order to continue being able to experience such feelings, and enjoy such a variety of Flesh, then, perhaps, it would be in our best interests to ..... not mingle <strong>too</strong> freely.<br /><br />(obviously, gays can keep on <span style="font-family:impact">Fucking & Sucking</span> whoever they like.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:140%;color:red">♥</span>.)<br /><br />what bothers me is, it appears to be a <em>very</em> fine, blurry line between "having a mere interest in {<span style="background:black;color:yellow">the</span>} preserving {<span style="background:black;color:yellow">of what</span>} Ethnic Purity {<span style="background:black;color:yellow">there is which is left</span>}" and <strong><em>Xenophobism</em></strong>.<br /><br /><br />i'm not sure, exactly, <strong>what</strong> this world might look like, Today, if [procreation] had not inhibited by:<br /><br />• the thoughts of "what might people think?"<br /><br />• lack of Resources and Opportunity<br /><br />• <span style="font-variant:small-caps">Oppression</span>.<br /><br /><div align="center">_\↕/_ _\↕/_</div><br />for the record, i want to remind you guys that white people are no more native to {what eventually became known as <the "United" States of>} America than the black people they eventually brought over with them, way back in 1620; so, the title "african-american" is not applicable to the black people who<br /><br />• have roots in this country established from the beginning of The Black Betrayal/Enslavement, up to 1933<br /><br />or<br /><br />• have at least <strong><u>4<sup>th</sup></u></strong>-degree grandparents established here.<br /><br />(<em>certainly</em>, any accents or dialects or other overt-<span style="font-variant:small-caps">Continental African <em>Features & Characteristics</em></span> may not be present.)<br /><br />the blacks who do not fall under that category may be deemed "african-american," since they were actual africans who have since made their home in [america], or are descendants thereöf; those, born of Them, here, after four- or five-degrees of nascentivity can probably lose that title, and become known as just a "regular black person".<br /><br />------<br /><br />the same dogma might be applied to whites, of course: nothing is so special about them where they can't be deemed "european-american" if blacks, and all the others who, basically, have <span style="color:#cc33cc;">been here</span> are compelled to get <em>-american</em> affixed to their ethnicity/country-of-origin.<br /><br />...<br /><br />(you see how complicated this can easily become.)<br /><br />but you're able to understand what i'm getting at, yes?<br /><br />======<br /><br />heh.<br /><br />another meaningless thing: trying to solicit donations in neighbourhoods from people who obviously don't have monies to give.<br /><br /><br />this is an unnecessary, self-esteem_destroying burden: for both the person who's trying to procure the capital, and for the people who ... believe, somehow, they might, "one day," "be blessed to make it out of [the shit↕hole]" they're in if ... they just "sacrifice," but aren't really in a good position to do so.<br /><br /><br />why do they still compel Inner City Students to participate in fund↕raisers, for example? how many of these [mothers] on whose doors they knock barely have a dollar to give?<br />how safe is it for these children to even go traipsing around in their respective neighbourhoods in the first place?<br /><br /><br /><em>fuck</em> that shit: go send the <u>grown</u>↕<u>ups</u> to Where <span style="background:#009900;color:lime;">The Money</span> Is: i know for a fact they will have more than enough to spare..<br />..unnecessary-Extravagance being {an extension of} one of the other <span style="background:white;color:#cc0000;font-family:impact">Deadly Sins</span>, if i remember It, correctly.<br /><br />------<br /><br />it really is meaningless: if you have a house↕hold of 4, and y'all combined Annual Earnings don't total more than $43,772, then save your money for yourselves.<br /><br /><u>your</u> <span style="background:blue;color:gold;">Charitable Cause</span> is ensuring you-all don't be going nights, needlessly hungry..<br />..ensuring you have clothes that aren't all fucking tattered, and what↕not:<br /><br />it's also been said <em><span style="font-family:impact;color:white;background:blue">Charity</span></em>, merely, <em>starts at home</em>.<br /><br />yes?<br /><br />(for, if you're going to work all hungry, and shit, then you won't have the energy to be as productive as is possible — and no boss will want to promote someone who appears to be a Slack Ass.<br /><br />{no matter the extenuating circumstances which, by the very nature of this society, are almost always Out Of Your Hands.}<br /><br />so... ...you won't be able to begin earning enough money so that you might, eventually, start bestowing it to.. ..<span style="background:white;color:#cc0000;font-family:impact">the Less Fortunate</span>.)<br /><br />======<br /><br />unfortunately, i'm only in a position to raise <strong>more</strong> questions, and point out [what i perceive are Problems], than provide actual answers:<br /><br />many of you would like to protest otherwise, but, yeah, it's true: inequality <u>is</u> innate, with humans.<br /><br />and it all starts with the abilities, propensities, and affinities we naturally <a name="6Q">evince</a><sup><a href="#177">(♫)</a></sup>, without any especial coaxing.<br /><br />(you can't make us sprout wings and take flight, can you?<br /><br />and no matter how hard you try, <em>that</em> ain't never happenin'; however, it might be much harder to determine who can be the next top Space Engineer, or the next pioneer of Nutritional Science.)<br /><br />(many of you would also like denying <span style="border: dashed red">this</span>, but, yeah: it seems almost natural that we place value on humans based on the potential use {and realized output} they might have for us — in other words, most of us are innately <span style="font-family:small-caps">Utilitarianistic</span> by nature.<br /><br />there is nothing wrong with that: we need each other.<br /><br /><span style="font-family:impact;color:silver;background:black">period</span>.)<br /><br />prestige will be awarded to the individuals who are able to stake the most impact on others, short- and long-term, consistently — after that, will be the individuals who toil in the background, to ensure that the major players are able to do their thing, without hiccup; i suppose, then, they have a sort of symbiotic relationship going, huh?<br /><br /><br />only, for some reason, these Players seem to consistently forget the <em>other people</em> who, by necessity, butters their bread...<br />...which is why the whole Capitalist System is fatally-flawed: the basic tenets of communism might well be what's right for Humanity...<br />...except, of course, for one problem: <em><u>Humans</u></em>.<br /><br />------<br /><br />people, too egotistical to acknowledge when they, or other <span style="color:#66ffff;">Persons of Interest</span>, have their own <span style="font-family:copperplate gothic bold;color:#3E3535;background:white">Mental Malfunctions</span> and <span style="font-family:copperplate gothic bold;color:#3E3535;background:white">Psychoses</span>...<br /><br /><br />...people, not <strong>able</strong>, always, to auto-diagnose as such:<br /><br />i probably should have been adorned with prescription glasses from the start; but i did not acquire a pair until half-way into my fresh↕man-fucking-year of high school.<br /><br />how much of an impact had that circumstance had on my development?<br /><br />======<br /><br />there's really too much garbage in this world.<br /><br />as in actual <em>junk</em>: i think of Bangledesh, certain areas of Mexico, and all other standard-Third World Nations, <a name="6R">principally</a><sup><a href="#178">(♫)</a></sup>.<br /><br />------<br /><br />i hadn't been in support of tax-funded expeditions into Space, before..<br />..but, now, for <u>this</u>, i certainly wouldn't mind shelling out a coupla hundred dollars a year, to discover a viable place to dump all that shit.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family:courier new">unused planet?<br />star?<br />constellation?<br />black hole?</span><br /><br /><br />ship it <strong>somewhere</strong>: we certainly can't incinerate all our debris, indefinitely; <span style="font-family:impact;color:white;background:blue">Mother Nature</span> had, long ago, already told us what she thinks about <u>that</u> idea.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><hr /><a name="177">(♫)</a> (a 6.85-hit <span style="background:black;color:#ff0000;font-family:impact;">Slaughtering Rhyme</span>-combo: +109,888 <em>Kudos-bonus points</em>; +6 <a href="#6Q"><em>Style Points</em></a>)<br /><a name="178">(♫)</a> ("Third World Nation". <br /><br />what a lovely euphemism for "<span style="background:yellow;color:red;font-family:impact;letter-spacing:1px">fucked-up rinky-dink country</span>," <a href="#6R">right</a>?)Rex Ganymede (3005).http://www.blogger.com/profile/01464356102338480038noreply@blogger.com0